i miss getting fucked up and not fucking everything up.
just getting wasted and stupid and having a really solid time.
i don't know how to do that anymore. i also don't know how to be social.

i'm going to hibernate this winter.
like a bear.

strange how buying something new can make me infinitely happier. i've needed a new wallet for a few months now, but i am so picky that i couldn't find one that was both in my price range and sweeeeet. today i went to tj maxx and spent 45 minutes searching the wallet stand. i was almost going to settle for something i didn't really want when i ( Read more... )

i miss being in love with my friends.
i'm afraid i'll never have that again.

diet day number two.
body flex class? so hard. people twice my age are in better shape than me. how embarassing.

think i got a job, i meet the kids on friday.
sweeeet.

i'm hungry, wtf.

diet day number one.
spin class at six?

ugh.

meeting with some lady about babysitting her kids two afternoons a week.
hopefully it works out, it would be so easy.

someone join the gym and workout with me.

CANCUN '08!
oh god.

last night was so dumb. i was so bored that i decided to get wasted and that just ended with me blacking out, throwing up on the side of the road (thinking i was in a bathroom) and me waking up on my couch at 530 in the morning. and i was so mean to aleigha and she was so nice to me. stupid ( Read more... )

PUSHING DAISIES IS THE BEST SHOW IN THE WHOLE WORLD AND MAKES ME SO HAPPY EVERY TIME I WATCH IT. IF YOU HAVEN'T SEE IT GO TO ABC.COM RIGHT NOW AND YOU CAN WATCH ALL THREE EPISODES.


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i really need to work on following through when i say i am going to do something.

i'm having surgery on monday.

i wish i had someone who means something to hang out with.

sometimes i feel like the only person (friend) who tries to understand things. i may be stubborn, and not nice all the time, and may appear unapproachable. but i genuinely like discussing things. and working them out. and finding compromises and solutions to problems. i try my best to be flexible and open minded and understanding. at the same time ( Read more... )

i'm nostalgic.

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