i'm really angry at every single person i know this week.

i don't want to do anything i said i would.

i still feel alienated by people i used to be friends with in high school. and i don't know how to overcome it. every picture, and comment, and piece of gossip i hear about irks me. it's like no matter what i can't make it fade away. so fucking annoying ( Read more... )

i think i've walked at least 5 miles in the last two - three days. my social life is shit. i love my job. i just wish i had some money ( Read more... )

i'm tired of everyone acting like everything's okay when it clearly isn't. soon, i'm going to stop turning the other cheek to your excuses. i'd rather be alone than feel let down, ya know? my job is starting to stress me out. i still love it. but i don't work well in large groups because people aren't dependable, and i'm nervous all of the time. i ( Read more... )

Everything is amazing. I'm planning an awesome program at my work for the 6th graders (we're going to make campaign commercials!), I'm becoming more involved in the classroom, I'm walking everywhere...all the time, I'm reading a lot, I'm hanging out with good folks, and I'm keeping it posi ( Read more... )

i just found out that i can spend my education award from americorps on a new computer ( Read more... )

the most fun i've had since i moved to the city was at work. today was hilarious, and all i did was sit around with coworkers and learn how to better the way i work with children. i should have been pissed about waking up at 7am and working for 6 hours on a saturday after a 50+ hour week. but instead i was so excited. we played piano, and sang ( Read more... )

thank god for today. i got to see my fellow americorps crew for the first time in two weeks. i missed them wicked hard. we didn't get to hang out much, but just seeing them makes me relaxed. michael and i hung out for awhile, we strolled around harvard square. i like listening to him talk, which is weird, because i'm usually the one who never shuts ( Read more... )

this time last year erin, krystal, and i were sitting on kelton street, watching the superbowl, and probably eating takeout. we were recovering from ruining our lives the friday before at a party on greylock. i remember what we did the weekend before that too, and the weekend after. the friday after was the white trash party. i remember everything ( Read more... )

i have been sick for the past three days. this is terrible.

i've been feeling really shitty about appearances lately, i wish i could afford to go out and buy new clothes.

i just need a weekend job, even though i have no time for it.