moving day

Okay so heres the deal. things cooled down a little bit. My mom let me back into the house and we're staying for another week. So next friday we're moving.

So I guess we're moving sooner than expected. Tomorrow actually. That's what my mom says anyway. Long story short, some shit went down, and we have to get out. I've been packing all day and it looks like tomorrow is my last day at E.A.J.

Here's to the change I wanted.God, I hope it works out.

It's been a long couple of days. Really long. My uncle died yesterday. In the morning. On the way to my grandparents I had a disturbing moment of clarity. My uncles dead. He's dead and he's never coming back. Not at Christmas. Not at Thanksgiving. Never. I've made peace with that. That wasn't my epiphany. Someone I loved was dead. and everything ( Read more... )

you fucking liar

It's too far away. I wanted change, but I don't know if I want this. There is too much to lose here, but there's also too much to hate. I walk around with my head in a cloud most of the time. I don't want to lose friends. I don't want to lose cappuccinos after midnight and shows with steph and taylor and joeD. I don't want to lose the lights of the ( Read more... )

It's crazy how things cycle. People do things in patterns. It's an endless, hopeless, monotonous cycle, and it makes me laugh. It's not you, it's just the way you were made. It's the hand you've been dealt. Get over it.

So here's the story, nothing epic at all is happening in my life right now. Nothing. Dont get me wrong, there's still the same old drama. But there isn't anything else. All the chaos is now routine. I just have to really start concentrating on art. Im starting to realize that though my grades aren't half bad, my art is my ticket out of here. And ( Read more... )

So my sister caught our tv on fire. Everything in our bedroom was COVERED in black.We had to wash it all. The walls, the blankets, the clothes, my bass. Thank goodness all my artwork was under the bed. It still smells like burnt plastic ( Read more... )

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