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Dec 18, 2006 16:35

Title: Trust.
Pairing: Matt/Brian (A7X)
Rating: R.
Summary: Matt doesn't know what the word trust means.
Genre: Deathfic.

I wanna hold your hand. )

fanfic, fanfic:complete, fanfic:oneshot, fanfic:deathfic, fanfic:a7x

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thexpills December 18 2006, 19:45:52 UTC
I hope you won't mind,but I've posted your story on Avenged MB[with credit to you,of course]
http://www.xmb-host.com/xmb/viewthread.php?board=avengedmb&tid=38826
I want people to fucking absorb this,but if you'd like I'll take it off.

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x_palimpsest December 19 2006, 13:46:08 UTC
Fucking hell O.O Mind? How would I mind! That's... wow... Thank you so much for doing that, really. For taking the time do to that, to even consider... just... wow... This is Kay speechless! Tis a rare, ugleh occurance.

I was so scared for this thing, because it was literally written in one sitting, in about an hour, and I was crying all the way through, and I left out so many things... like Matt feeling he was Brian's murderer... like Brian being so weak when Matt fell for him because he was so strong... and how this would affect them both because of that, and Matt realising that it was something other than just Brian's body and his strength he loved him for. It was his vulnerability and his urge to fight despite all that.

But... /babble.

Thank you, again. I really want this to strike as many people as possible (without sounding creepy and preachy and holier-than-thou...) and you're helping so much with that ♥

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deadescort December 18 2006, 20:16:40 UTC
I fucking hate you right now.

That was the saddest thing I've read in awhile and I'm honestly about to cry. You captured the emotion of both men so well. I'm honestly holding back tears and I've never cried while reading a fic, ever. Now I am off to find more of your stories.

<333 you for this fic becaues it was beyond beautiful.

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x_palimpsest December 19 2006, 13:49:35 UTC
Awh thank you! =] Hating a writer for something is always fun. I plotted to kill JK Rowling with muffins after Sirius popped his clogs**

I'm sorry I made you cry. Really. I hate crying at fics >< Well... I generally cry at everything, so I should be used to it by now, hah. Check out my emoness!

Eeee don't read mah stuff! It's shit! *protectsyourmiiiindfromthebad* I was looking through my archives and it surprised me how little I write about MattBrian. It's my OTP... and yet most of my stuff is just Matt-shagging-anybody.

Major ♥'s for you for being incredible, for taking the time to read this AND for commenting. That's a lot right there.

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x_palimpsest December 19 2006, 13:50:20 UTC
** I is in no way comparing myself to JK Rowling O.O Just for teh record *cower* All worship the Laward of Fantasy!

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deadescort December 19 2006, 17:40:39 UTC
Haha I just realized I said a fic was 'beautiful' weird o.O

I can't connect with the whole JK Rowling thing(never got into Harry Potter...) But yes your fic made me so sad and now I have a rp sl because of it, but Zacky/Brian because they're my true OTP. And I'm joinging your rp comm.

Major ♥ 's for you for writing such an amazing story :]

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x_palimpsest December 19 2006, 13:52:02 UTC
ghjdhjhg MEMORIES. ULTIMATE. SHIT. THAT'S LIKE... BEYOND ANYTHING.

*humpsyourleg*

.... see, you bring out my doggy side with such things >>

.... ... .. and I totally just destroyed the sacred nature of this whole thing. Heh. Yay for me.

But in all honesty, thank you, thank you so much ♥

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xzackysxharlotx December 19 2006, 01:32:03 UTC
haven't read it yet but fuck yeah for Avenged MB
I post a lot of stories I read here, on there
:]

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x_palimpsest December 19 2006, 13:53:25 UTC
Hehe! Then I hope you like it when you do read it =] I've recently fallen in love with the MB. There's a Matt/Brian on there which actually had me drooling.

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xmegalomaniac December 19 2006, 01:35:16 UTC
That was so touching. I cried, towards the end. I mean - that was pure fucking emotion. There was no bullshitting. No gentle descent into death. That was real. There's a reason that I constantly praise you to my friends as the best writer on LiveJournal.

And the fact that you actually cared, and you put that note and those links at the bottom, that was so touching. You are a saint. Thank you so much for trying to send a message in a way that some people will actually receive it.

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x_palimpsest December 19 2006, 13:56:15 UTC
YOU! *leapson* I actually love you. You own my soul, my computer, and all my future generations. But most importantly, my computer =] But seriously. Favourite writer, favourite commenter. You always make me cry/feel fluffy.

That was really what I wanted for this. Just to have it real. Because I always, ALWAYS use cliches, and this time I tried to banish that, to no avail xD

Again, you understand, again, I love you, again, I worship you ♥

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xmegalomaniac December 19 2006, 23:07:38 UTC
Okay first...um, the icon that you used when you commented me back? Love. That interview is so funny. I read it in school once... :)

Nextly...words cannot express how much I love your writing. And your comments. I got your comments on my new story, and the depth that you go into when reviewing makes me so fucking happy.

I gotta run now, but I'll probably write something more later. I just wanted to let you know that - unfailingly - every time I have writer's block...you produce this beautiful piece of artwork that is your writing and I feel inspired again. I just really appreciate it, and I wanted to tell you that.

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x_palimpsest December 20 2006, 10:15:19 UTC
Haha! Thank you! First time I heard of it I didn't actually believe it. A fanfic on fanfiction.net was based on it and I was just like '...no way... not happening... lies... FANGIRL LIES...' Then I started a whole dramatic hunt (cough... I asked people on the a7x comm...) and voila! The squealing was intense. Likened to that in which I found the Davey/Bam/Matt pic (I actually broke my chair jumping up and down).

Gahh, I go into no depth! I used to. Comments would be longer than fanfics. But now I kinda skim. Seeing and reading your fic made me so excited that no coherancy could not be salvaged xD I love your writing so, so much <333 Sin is probably my favourite fanfiction ever. The end? Just... guh... total guh...

And ya know what? The same to you. You're my main inspiration. Your ideas, your writing... it's so unique and can't help but to make me think. So thank you. A lot.

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