life is fucking crazy lately ( Read more... )

i don't think we're on the same page anymore.

juan: te quiero mucho pechocha, ok?
me: mmhmm ok.
me: hey pechocho...
juan: yeah?
me: can we sometimes, for my sake, pretend to be american?
juan: i love you pechocha.
me: i love you too.

if i didnt have this in my life right now, i dont think i would survive.

♥

what do you do when you know a guy really wants to be with you, but for some unknown reason, he isnt?

he has these stupid reasons why we cant be together right now,
yet i can see it in his eyes, feel it in his touch, and hear it in his voice
that he wants nothing more to be with me again.

i dont understand.
i love him and this is killing me.

heartbroken.

if i feel up to it, ill update soon.

i dont wanna be without you.

i want to fix this but i dont know how...

i made juan a little thing tonight ( Read more... )

you know how you always hear about celebrities being hospitalized for exhaustion?
yeah, thats gunna be me by like, the end of tomorrow.

i CAN'T handle all this.

juan is fantastic ( Read more... )

1st day of school today.

ughhhh.