okay...so things are rocky in the world of love for me right now but I'm going to be okay. Then on top of everything tomorrow I'm probably going to see someone that I'm not to thrilled about seeing. I'm not interested in this person anymore but I want to look my best ya know? And I just dyed my hair red and I'm a bit concerned that I look like a ( Read more... )

So it's only okay for you to need closure from someone?

You fucking went and lived with that bitch and I just had to fucking deal with it but when it comes to me talking about the first girl I ever had feelings for, you just jump stupid and start talking about how I'm not over her etc. FUCK IT! From now on I'm just gonna keep my thoughts to

im so fly that i can't believe i ever cried behind these stupid ass hoes that have stepped foot into my life.

im so fly that i don't need a man or a woman to make me feel special but i admit that it helps.

im so muthafukkin fly that when its all said and done i shine like one of God's chosen ones

im so muthafukkin fly that im done with this

I think I'm just going to stop talking at all.
I can't help but fuck things up and I feel as though I just can't do ANYTHING right!
Just fuck it all...

Well okay. To all my friends who I havent been returning phone calls to. It's because I CAN'T TALK (literally) I don't have a voice. I was screaming the other day in class b/c a boy in my class showed up dressed as a cowboy and started cursing at the teacher and at all of us. He called me and two other classmates n****rs it was ridiculous. I have ( Read more... )

well lets see...spring break was awesome! Except for the whole having to return to school deal. I feel as though I need to go back to therapy. I've been out of it lately and it shows. But what alot of ppl don't know is that this is a VERY hard time of year for me. I will spare the details but let's just say I don't sleep @ this time of year...for ( Read more... )

I got a phone call for a job interview with Today's Eye Care in the Mall! Wish me LUCK!

okay...so I come home this morning and walk in and my dad tells me "our cousin robert just died. his truck exploded...he burned to death". I didn't know how to react. This is the second cousin I have had die in a week. My cousin Delores just died last Sunday. I have lost over 6 count that SIX people this year and I don't want attention because of ( Read more... )

So yeah...apparently my name's been thrown around again. But whatever...I really don't have time nor the energy for petty shit. I'm in town visiting family and friends. It's weird being here but it's good. Shelly is going to have lunch with her mom which I'm really happy about it b/c she hasn't seen her mom in 4 months and she deserves to be happy ( Read more... )

God I still don't understand why she's gone. It hurts so bad. I can't believe she's not here anymore. My Nanny was like a mother, sister, best friend, and NANNY! I LOVE YOU NANNY! I hope you know that and I'm gonna do my best to make you proud! ( I PROMISE!)