everything's getting easier. i need to make sure that i start taking better care of myself.I've been feeling really withdrawn lately and i dont want that to continue. good things are in my future and i will not sabatoge it for myself ( Read more... )

time to regroup. you waisted enough of my time. I don't even know who you are anymore, therefore you're dead to me.

.....Michael who?

things to do on payday
-pay ticket :/
-pay off credit card
-tanning minutes/gym membership
-get hair done

next payday... shopping! :)

So... starting the diet today. So far i've had a little cheese, some yoplait light and a pickle bringing me to around 330 calories so far today.

thanks caloriecount.about.com

You really do need help. I can't do it anymore.

I will not be treated like dirt because daddy wasn't there. Grow up. Deal.

guys might come and go but I will always have my best friends.

you know when you just need to scream into your pillow?

yeah.

I get that you're sorry. I know you feel bad.

You should.

I am tired. I'm hurt. I don't trust you anymore.

It's going to take more than an "I'm sorry" to make this alright. I am injured to the core and I just don't know what to feel anymore.

You may have just really killed whatever love I might have had for you . Congrats.

i know i shouldnt miss him and i shouldn't be sad but i am and i do.

he was controlling and emotionally abusive, probably and alcoholic as well.

i keep thinking that i can fix things and i can't. it is not my fault.

just takin it one day at a time.

i know that it wasn't my fault. i still feel horrible though. i want it to stop but i don't know how.

time heals all wounds though, right?