Well things arnt going to be that bad for me at all... Im grounded till my trip but i leave on friday and then i slowly get to start doing stuff like i have to earn points or something... I guess my mom talked to some guy at her AA meeting and he said you cant ground a kid for the whole summer its jsut to mean so AA SAVED MY SUMMER!!! well part of ( Read more... )

my mom read the journal found out about me passing out in hotels and going to partys she even went over what i said about sex in my journal right infront of my dad... im probly going to lose my beadroom door and everything in my room i dont even know what i feel right now she did it all too so why dose it even matter... im over it ill get passed ( Read more... )

well today my parents pritty much told me they hate me, want to get ride of me and that im a failure at life they dont believe a thing i say and keep telling me to be as smart as my sisters... its hard to be the normal kid when your sisters are perfect your dad has always been perfect but your moms a fuck up but that dosnt matter because she ( Read more... )

Last night was a good one to bad i missed most of it. that could have been my last party with eddie and mike which is wierd because mike leaves and when he gets back eddie leaves... its so scary you never think your friends are really gonna move away but they do.

MY parents left! for something like 8 days! but i cant do anything i want i mean my oldersister is around and i have to escape her! and i think i will... this was a pritty good weekend friday smoke out while taking shots (crazy fun) then today smoked my brains out with andrew! anyway im pritty much free and can do anything i want all week so call

my better then prom none prom... jk ( Read more... )

i have this friend who im close with but not super close with (its complacated) ... i could trust them with my life and know that everything would be ok... i gave him a call last night when i was super blue and he cheered me up soooo fast! i cant believe im soo lucky to know someone that can say two words and make a horrable day seem perfect... i ( Read more... )

last night was a lot of fun but i accdently fucked up my best friends night and im so sorry i didnt mean to and i didnt even know i did till i got her text this morning! i feel like shit about it and i need to let her take advantage of me to make it even... but the night was truly awseome and thanks kyleen for making it that way.

WOW i dropped around 4 sec today in my 50 fly! i made 7th out of 42 and #1 for canyon jv! SOOO excited! didnt even know i could go that fast......

ever know it was possible to throw up out your nose??? ive never been so sick in my life!!!!!!!! :(