[The Place, Very Late Thursday Night]
Dean
(saltandammo)
It was late and Dean should be asleep, he knew. But every time he closed his eyes he imagined himself back in that not quite here place watching everyone disappear. And staring at the ceiling of his dorm room wasn't much better an activity. So he got up and quietly slipped out and down to The Place.
Maybe if he had a drink or two from the stash he had hidden there, he'd finally be able to sleep.
Alec
(x5_alec)
Alec lockpicked the door and let himself in quietly, a smile pulling at the corner of his mouth as he found his quarry right where he'd figured he would. "Hey," he said quietly, closing the door and locking it once more behind him.
Dean
(saltandammo)
"Hey," Dean said, returning the smile. He wasn't surprised at all at Alec's appearance and he realised that he'd been half expecting it. Hoping really because after the last few days he didn't want to be alone.
Alec
(x5_alec)
He walked from the door to the bed Dean was reclining on, taking a seat on the edge. Part of him was intensely glad to have seen Dean as soon as he'd opened the door - he'd half expected his double to be gone again, a feeling that made him go cold until he focused on the fact that Dean was, indeed, right in front of him. "Thought I'd find you up here."
Dean
(saltandammo)
"That's because I'm just that predictable," Dean replied, taking another drink of his beer. Without really thinking about it, he slid his leg over until it was pressing against Alec, swallowing a little sigh. He was as hungry for touch as he was for conversation, of contact of any kind. "You want a beer?"
Alec
(x5_alec)
"Nah, I'm good." Alec said, lifting one hand to rest on the leg Dean had pressed against him. "You really drinking alone?"
Dean
(saltandammo)
"Not anymore." Dean grinned. "You're here." His smile faded. "But yeah, I was. I'm well aware of the irony of me doing anything alone right now, but it was late, I couldn't sleep and I didn't want to wake anyone else up...."
Alec
(x5_alec)
Alec smirked at him, patting the side of Dean's thigh. "You know I don't sleep much, and you've got my number," he said. "Don't be alone if you don't want to be." The last came out somewhat more reproachfully than he'd meant, from his own need to make sure Dean was back in the normal world.
Dean
(saltandammo)
Dean heard the sharpness in Alec's last words. "I'm sorry," he apologised, reaching for the hand resting on his thigh. "You're right, I probably should've called." He smiled faintly. "But hey, look, I didn't have to. You found me anyway." And if those last words hung in the air heavy with more meaning than Alec interrupting his solitary beer drinking, Dean couldn't bring himself to mind.
Alec
(x5_alec)
"You'd bitch at me if I went off on my own after something like that," Alec said, lifting his hand to curl his fingers around Dean's. "If you disappear again--" He stopped himself, glancing at Dean darkly; he wanted to say something about how he wouldn't go looking for him again, but even he wasn't comfortable being that tactless.
Dean
(saltandammo)
Dean heard the sharpness in Alec's last words. "I'm sorry," he apologised, reaching for the hand resting on his thigh. "You're right, I probably should've called." He smiled faintly. "But hey, look, I didn't have to. You found me anyway." And if those last words hung in the air heavy with more meaning than Alec interrupting his solitary beer drinking, Dean couldn't bring himself to mind.
Alec
(x5_alec)
Alec shook his head, glancing at their joined hands. "Maybe later." When he looked back up, he seemed more subdued, more controlled, uncomfortable with how upset he still felt considering how Dean was back and they'd taken care of the thing that'd done it.
Dean
(saltandammo)
"Hey," Dean nudged his double with his leg, Alec's discomfort easily evident. "You been taking your pills?"
Alec
(x5_alec)
The look Alec gave him then was somewhat relieved as well as exasperated. "Yeah, I have." He shifted on the bed, pushing Dean's leg as he scooted further back instead of perching on the edge as though he might have to escape soon.
Dean
(saltandammo)
Dean shifted easily to allow Alec more room, then tugged on the hand he still held, urging him closer. "Just checking," he said, sitting up and leaning towards his double.
Alec
(x5_alec)
"It's not exactly something I just forget to do," Alec said quietly, following Dean's pull and leaning in as well. He sighed a little as they moved closer, relaxing faintly, as though the more they touched, the more he really believed Dean was back.
Dean
(saltandammo)
"I just needed to make sure," Dean said in an equally quiet voice. He reached over and set his now empty beer bottle on the bedside table then slid his now free hand up against Alec's face. He leaned in even further until they were leaning against each other, foreheads touching. "It's be a hell of a few days," he said, closing his eyes and just relishing the closeness.
Alec
(x5_alec)
Alec nodded very slightly so as not to pull away, squeezing Dean's hand again. "No shit," he replied, almost mirroring Dean as his free hand brushed against Dean's face and then back, to cup the back of his head.
"I was--" Alec stopped, biting his lip, and he looked at Dean from so short a distance it was hard to focus on his double. "I'm never roadtripping with Sam again," he said, revising what he'd been about to say. "Just so you know."
Dean
(saltandammo)
Dean chuckled at that. "I'm pretty sure that feeling is mutual." Then in a voice barely above a whisper, he added, "Thanks."
Alec
(x5_alec)
Alec's eyes widened faintly, not wanting to close them even with Dean right there, and he grinned with a mix of sheepishness and teasing. "Wasn't going to let you just disappear; I've gotten used to seeing my face around all the time."
Dean
(saltandammo)
Wasn't going to let you just disappear.
The words struck somewhere deep inside. The truth was, Dean hadn't expected that.
Oh, he'd expected Sammy to move heaven and earth to get him back, freaky new powers or not; it was Sam. Dean knew that either of them would kill or die for the other, that was just the way it was.
But he hadn't expected the same kind of determination from anybody else, not really. That he had had both shamed and made him proud at the same time. Mostly though it made him feel warm and maybe not so alone after all.
Part of him wanted to explain all this to Alec, wanted to tell him how much this meant, but the words just wouldn't come. Besides, it would probably just embarrass Alec and make him uncomforatable.
So all Dean did was lean in those last few inches and kissed him.
Alec
(x5_alec)
That was probably the best answer Dean could have given, as far as Alec was concerned. He kissed back, finally closing his eyes as Dean's mouth against his own reassured him of his double's presence. His fingers pressing against the back of his head and pulling him deeper into the kiss, Alec couldn't think of anything he wanted more right now but to make sure Dean would never want to leave.
Dean
(saltandammo)
Dean made a sound deep in his throat as the kiss deepened, one that was so desperate and needy that at any other time it would have embarrassed him. But not right now.
Right now, this was exactly what he needed, Alec's mouth on his, kissing him like their lives depended on it. He slid his hand into Alec's hair, his fingers inadvertantly tugging on the strands as the kiss got even deeper.
Alec
(x5_alec)
Alec was a little less on the finesse this time, more concerned with touching Dean, kissing him harder. He pushed Dean back against the bed, without breaking the kiss, and he held Dean's face in his hands, thumbs brushing against his temples as Alec's fingers threaded through his short-cut hair.
Dean
(saltandammo)
Alec kissing him with the same desperation that Dean was feeling was good, better than good, but it wasn't enough. His hands curled around Alec's shoulders and tugged, pulling him down, wanting, needing to feel his weight pressing him into the mattress.
Alec
(x5_alec)
Alec needed little encouragement for that - he crawled over Dean, sucking at his double's lower lip as he held him down, their legs tangling together. It didn't seem enough at that moment just to hold him though, so he rolled his hips against Dean, pinning him tightly from the waist down, the friction making him groan and nip at Dean's mouth, hungry for more of him.
Dean
(saltandammo)
Oh yeah, this was what he needed. Alec moving against him, holding him down, arousal building with every movement.
He said as much, murmuring the words, "Need this, need you," against Alec's lips, sliding a hand down Alec's spine with just enough pressure to make him twitch.
Alec
(x5_alec)
Just hearing Dean say that, voice low and hungry and needy, sent a shock of pleasure through him, matching the press of Dean's hand along his spine and then straight down to his cock. He growled a little, a spark of something making his motions harder for a moment, more aggressive, and Alec's hands moved to tug at Dean's shirt, his jeans. "Off now."
Dean
(saltandammo)
"Oh hell yeah," Dean agreed wholeheartedly, pulling his tshirt over his head and tossing it on the floor. "You too," he said, pulling at Alec's shirt and leaning up far enough to catch his mouth in a brief hard kiss.
Alec
(x5_alec)
On his knees, Alec was out of his shirt in record time, much more interested in getting his hands on the zipper of Dean's pants, undoing it blind as he returned the kiss quickly. When he pulled back, his fingers had already slid into the waistband, and he jerked the denim down over Dean's hips with intense single-mindedness.
Dean
(saltandammo)
Dean arched his hips up off the bed to make it easier for Alec to remove his jeans. He felt raw and emotional, so much that it threated to spill over. He watched Alec through eyes dark with need, not quite daring to say anything because he wasn't sure what words would tumble out if he opened his mouth.
Alec
(x5_alec)
Dean's boxer-briefs followed the jeans and Alec was on him a moment later, his mouth pressed to Dean's collarbone as his hand snaked down to curl around his double's cock. Alec followed the sweep of bone and flesh with his tongue, stroking Dean almost a little too hard, thumb firmly circling the head.
Dean
(saltandammo)
God.
Dean moaned, his hips bucking up into Alec's grip which was fast and hard and almost violent and absolutely, perfectly, what he needed.
His senses filled with Alec, shutting out the memories, the anxiety and fear and uncertainty. It grounded him, keeping him in the moment, where he was safe and not alone and oh god getting jerked off so perfectly that it was making his toes curl in pleasure.
Alec
(x5_alec)
Alec bit at the curve of Dean's shoulder, mimicking the slight twist to his strokes that Dean liked to use on him. He mostly managed not to think at all on why it bothered him so much to hear Dean sound helpless as much as it also made him achingly hard, just concentrating on wringing more of those twitchy, needy little motions from his double.
Dean
(saltandammo)
Dean urged Alec up far enough that he could devour his mouth again, nipping at his lower lip, then pushing his tongue into his mouth, adding taste to the other sensations of Alec.
His hands roamed restlessly over Alec's skin, needing to touch, needing to hold, but unable to settle. He moved with the rhythm of Alec's hand on his cock, his entire being focused and controlled by that movement, as the tension built at the base of his spine.
He wasn't going to last much longer.
Alec
(x5_alec)
Alec bit at Dean's mouth, and never let up as he stroked, encouraged, urged Dean along to completion. He knew from experience that it wouldn't be the end of things - Dean would recover, and Alec planned on making the most of it, because, hungry as he was, it would take all night to get his fill of Dean.
Dean
(saltandammo)
Not much longer was very quickly not at all and Dean held tightly to Alec as he came, gasping Alec's name against his mouth as he whole body shuddered in pleasure.
Alec
(x5_alec)
Alec's breathing was almost as quick and shallow as Dean's, his strokes slowing as Dean came, but not letting go until he was going soft.
Dean
(saltandammo)
Dean needed a moment or two of just lying there boneless and sated to recover. When he could move again, he turned his head enough to kiss Alec lazily. "I think I have to say thanks to you more often," he said with a teasing smile.
Alec
(x5_alec)
Alec smirked and stretched out at Dean's side, looking smugly pleased. "You should, I agree."
Dean
(saltandammo)
Dean reached out and ran his hand slowly over Alec's chest. "Of course, then I'd have to worry about you getting a swelled head." His hand slid lower past the waistband of the pants Alec still wore. "Both of them."
Alec
(x5_alec)
Alec's smirk widened to a grin and he leaned into Dean's touch absolutely shamelessly. "I'm not that self-absorbed."
Dean
(saltandammo)
"I"ll have to give you that," Dean admitted, wrapping his hand around Alec's cock. "Considering I've already come and you're still wearing your pants, self-absorbed doesn't seem to be the right description."
Alec
(x5_alec)
He groaned a little, hips twitching into Dean's grip. "We could do something about that, you know."
Dean
(saltandammo)
"We could," Dean said, his tone thoughtful, stroking Alec slowly. "Did you have anything specific in mind?"
Alec
(x5_alec)
Sighing, letting his head roll back on the bed, he gave Dean a sad look. "Take them off?"
Dean
(saltandammo)
Dean couldn't resist kissing Alec at that look, struck once again with the relief that he could do so. He nipped and sucked at Alec's lower lip which had been sticking out ever so slightly in a pout as his hands were busy undoing and pushing Alec's pants off.
Alec
(x5_alec)
He lifted his hips, pushing his pants down as he kissed Dean back, feeling more than a little bit impatient to be as naked as his double.
Dean
(saltandammo)
Once Alec's pants had been dealt with, Dean pulled Alec closer, pressing their entire bodies skin to skin. "Better?" he asked in a husky voice, pulling back only far enough to talk.
Alec
(x5_alec)
"Fuck yes," Alec muttered, wrapping his arms around Dean, hands sliding down his back.
Dean
(saltandammo)
Dean dropped random kisses over Alec's face, finally settling on the spot behind Alec's ear that alway seemed to pull a reaction from him.
Alec
(x5_alec)
He groaned softly, eyes rolling back a little. It was almost embarrassing to have a spot that set him off so easily, but when Dean exploited it so well he couldn't really bring himself to complain.
Reflexively kneading at Dean's back, a deep, nearly subvocal rumbling started low in his throat as well - also embarrassing, but he wasn't going to ask Dean to stop, either.
Dean
(saltandammo)
Dean smiled, amused and fascinated at Alec's reaction every time he touched this particular spot. He'd often wondered if he could make Alec come just from concentrating on it and thought maybe now would be a good time to see.
So he continued nuzzling at the spot, alternating licking with the occasional sharp nip.
Alec
(x5_alec)
Alec groaned, squirming a little but not enough to pull himself away from the press of Dean's mouth, the sharp feel of his teeth against what was a really frustrating weak spot but damn it felt good.
The rumbling picked up after each groan, his hips jerking up slightly, rhythmically thrusting against nothing. He barely noticed except to think, distantly, that he could take care of it himself but that'd take coordination he wasn't sure he was capable at the moment.
Dean
(saltandammo)
As Alec's movements got more desperate, Dean took pity on him and slid a hand down between their bodies to encircle his cock, giving him some of the friction he so obviously craved.
Alec
(x5_alec)
The sudden feel of Dean's hand wrapped around him drew a surprised and grateful moan from Alec. Setting his heels to the mattress, he thrust against Dean's palm, and he knew he'd be done really soon if Dean kept it up - and he really hoped he would.
Dean
(saltandammo)
Dean paid close attention to Alec's reactions, sucking on the spot behind his ear as Alec got closer and closer to losing it. When it seemed like he was teetoring on the edge, Dean bit down sharply.
Alec
(x5_alec)
Alec swore loudly and came, his spine arching tightly. For long moments, he couldn't think past the sharp, almost jagged pleasure, and he clutched at Dean, nails digging into Dean's back with more strength than ever let himself use with a human.
Dean
(saltandammo)
Dean winced a little as Alec held on a little too tightly, bright spots of pain flaring from where his fingers dug into his back, but he didn't pull away.
A little pain was worth seeing this, having this. He moved his hands over Alec's body, doing what he could to prolong his orgasm.
Alec
(x5_alec)
Finally, Alec fell back against the bed, sated and feeling a little wrung out. His grip on Dean slackened but he didn't drop his arms, not wanting him to move away yet if Alec had a say in it.
Dean
(saltandammo)
Dean had no intention of moving away, though he did shift them both around into a more comfortable position.
"I'm pretty sure I don't need to ask if you enjoyed that," he said a little smugly, running one hand through Alec's hair, fingers dipping down briefly to run over that spot behind his ear again.
Alec
(x5_alec)
He twitched slightly and smirked back at Dean, though less self-satisfied and more just amused at his double. "It was really good, yeah."
Dean
(saltandammo)
"The getting mauled by a wildcat kinda gave me that impression," Dean teased, touching that spot again to watch Alec twitch. "Do all X5s come with an on button or is that just you?"
Alec
(x5_alec)
Alec twitched again and groaned, rolling over to escape. Not that he got very far on the not terribly large mattress, nor was he able to do more than roll onto his stomach, but it was at least away from Dean's teasing, which was making him throb in a hypersensitive sort of way he wasn't sure he could take at the moment. He talked into the blankets, hands over his ears protectively. "Just lucky me, I think. Or not. I have no idea."
Dean
(saltandammo)
Dean chuckled and obligingly moved his hand away from Alec's ears, but didn't stop touching him. Even sated and relaxed as he was that need to keep touching, to keep contact to prove that he was really here was still driving him.
"I'm glad you came looking for me," Dean said softly after a moment or two of running his hand lightly up and down Alec's spine. "This is a much better way of spending the night than drinking alone."
Alec
(x5_alec)
Relaxing, Alec let his hands drop from his ears and turned his head a little to look at Dean. He buried his face in the blanket again a moment later, arms folded above his head. "Me too."
Dean
(saltandammo)
Dean sighed in something like contentment and shifted closer, not that there'd been much distance between them to begin with. Part of him just wanted to fall asleep like this, pressed up against Alec, knowing that when he woke up he'd still be there. But there was another, larger, part that was still all twitchy and uncertain that kept him from closing his eyes.
Finally he gave in and sat up. "What do you say to a middle of the night raid on the common room kitchen?" he asked.
Alec
(x5_alec)
"Mmm?" Alec lifted his head to look at Dean again, rousing out of the drowsy layabout state he'd fallen into. "Sure. Food's good."
Dean
(saltandammo)
Dean got up and pulled on his jeans, but nothing else. His back stung and he looked over his shoulder trying to get a look. "Dude, did you actually draw blood?"
Alec
(x5_alec)
Alec glanced at Dean and winced, reaching for his own pants as well. "Maybe?"
Dean
(saltandammo)
"Guess I'm not going to be going shirtless for a while," Dean said wryly, although he neither sounded bothered or reached for a shirt to put on now. He chuckled suddenly. "Apparently 'mauled by a wildcat' was an even more accurate description than I thought."
Alec
(x5_alec)
"Har har," Alec said, rolling his eyes as he zipped up his trousers. He didn't put on a shirt though, feeling a little warm actually. "Food now?"
Dean
(saltandammo)
"Food now," Dean agreed, making sure he had the lockpick that served as the key to The Place in his pocket before opening the door.
Alec
(x5_alec)
Alec followed him out, feeling too smugly satisfied still to be particularly bothered by the idea of anyone seeing them wandering here. "Know if there's anything good up here?"
Dean
(saltandammo)
Dean shrugged. "Should be some chips and stuff at least if there's not any real food." He glanced at his double as they walked down the hallway. "Unless someone else' has grabbed some of my stuff, there should be stuff to make a milkshake or two."
Alec
(x5_alec)
"Serious?" Alec shot Dean a hopeful look, suddenly a lot more impatient to get to the common room.
Dean
(saltandammo)
Dean chuckled at Alec's reaction. "Seriously. For some reason," he shot Alec a look, "I seem to be making a lot of milkshakes so I've been trying to keep the stuff onhand when I can."
Alec
(x5_alec)
Alec grinned victoriously. "Maybe someone's got a lot of time to make up for."
Dean
(saltandammo)
Dean shook his head in amusement as they entered the darkened kitchen and turned on the light. "I've never met anyone as crazy for milkshakes as you."
Alec
(x5_alec)
Considering a moment, Alec shrugged. "They're the best way to drink milk that I've found, they taste good and they keep away seizures."
Dean
(saltandammo)
"Well when you put it like that..." Dean went to the fridge and grabbed the needed ingredients. "You wanna see what else there is to eat in here while I do this then?"
Alec
(x5_alec)
"Sure," he said, already in the cupboards and poking around. "Maybe someone left cookies in here."
Dean
(saltandammo)
Dean dumped ice cream into the blender. "Just make sure they're store bought. I've sworn off strange homemade cookies for life." He paused. "Also possibly opening packages."
Alec
(x5_alec)
Alec pulled out a box and frowned at it. "Wheat Thins? That sounds appetizing," he said dubiously. "There's Jell-O in here too, but it's in a little box."
Dean
(saltandammo)
"That's just the Jell-O powder. You have to mix it up and then it has to set," Dean explained. "Doesn't really work for a midnight snack." Adding milk and chocolate syrup, he put the lid on the blender and turned it on.
Alec
(x5_alec)
He replaced the boxes in the cupboard and tried another, looking very serious as he searched for something edible. "There's peanut butter. And some little packs of sauce or something," he said. "Macaroni and cheese?"
Dean
(saltandammo)
Dean grinned. "The mac and cheese is mine; I bought it to cook up for Sammy one of these days -- it's his favourite."
Alec
(x5_alec)
"Huh. It looks goopy," he said, examining the box. Alec put it back after a moment, figuring Dean was saving it, and went down to the next shelf. "Here we go! Sugar cookies?"
Dean
(saltandammo)
"That'll do." Dean turned the blender off and started pouring the mixture into two oversized glasses. He grinned at Alec. "We can dip them in the milkshakes."
Alec
(x5_alec)
Alec grinned and closed the cupboard after grabbing the cookies. He opened the package, sniffing at the contents to make sure they weren't stale. "They're done already?"
Dean
(saltandammo)
"Fastest milkshake maker in Fandom," Dean quipped. "I've been getting a lot of practice lately." He picked up the two glasses. "Wanna take these back to The Place?"
Alec
(x5_alec)
Nodding, Alec moved to follow him obediently, the call of the milkshakes too strong to ignore.
Dean
(saltandammo)
Dean led the way back to the room, then shifted the glasses he held so he could unlock and open the door. Only then did he hand over one of the glasses to Alec. "Knock yourself out."
Alec
(x5_alec)
Alec was sucking down the milkshake as soon as he was handed the glass, heading into the room with the package of cookies in his other hand. Sitting on the bed, he held it out to Dean since he was a little busy at the moment.
Dean
(saltandammo)
Dean chuckled as he took the cookies from Alec and settled back on the bed. "Y'know," he said with amusement, "no one's going to take it from you. You can stop to breathe."
Alec
(x5_alec)
Alec shrugged expansively and didn't stop. He also didn't seem to be having any problem breathing - or not breathing. He gestured at the cookie packet though, giving Dean a look that suggested he might take a break if he got one.
Dean
(saltandammo)
Taking the hint, Dean opened the bag and held it out to Alec, still grinning.
Alec
(x5_alec)
He snagged a cookie and then finally lowered his glass to nibble at it. He'd been drinking the milkshake slowly, if for a long while, so he wasn't suffering yet from debilitating brain freeze. "This is pretty damn good for a post-coital snack."
Dean
(saltandammo)
Dean took a cookie and dipped it in his milkshake before taking a bite. "Yeah, it'll do," he said around the mouthful of cookie. "Fuel up for the next round."
Alec
(x5_alec)
Alec gave Dean a look, quite pleased with the idea. "Anything particular in mind?"
Dean
(saltandammo)
Dean leaned back against the headboard and grinned. "Well, I can't say watching you suck down that milkshake doesn't give me ideas..."
Alec
(x5_alec)
Alec grinned back and dipped his cookie in the glass before it was too low to reach with the cookie's diameter. "I've told you I like the way you think, right?"
Dean
(saltandammo)
"You might have mentioned it, yeah," Dean said, still grinning. He took another sip of his milkshake and thought about some of the things he'd vowed to himself when he'd been trapped.
Almost hesitantly, he said, "There's other things we could maybe try too."
Alec
(x5_alec)
"Yeah?" Alec paused in dipping his cookie, curious. "I'm listening."
Dean
(saltandammo)
Dean felt uncharacteristically shy. He dropped his eyes to the glass in his hand, but forced them back up to look at Alec before he spoke. Not entirely sure how to say this, he opened his mouth and just hoped something coherent would fall out.
"There's, y'know, fucking."
Alec
(x5_alec)
Alec bit his cookie and chewed, looking kind of concerned for a moment. He nodded finally and swallowed so he could answer. "You sure? I mean, I want to." And Alec was wondering if he'd ever managed to sound like he was hesitant about sex before and coming up pretty blank.
Dean
(saltandammo)
Dean nodded, again fighting the urge to look down. "I... when I was gone, I did some thinking. About what I wanted when -- if -- I got back."
Alec
(x5_alec)
"You thought about that?" Alec had almost forgotten about the milkshake as he looked at Dean, surprised. He didn't think that would've been one of the first things on Dean's mind - his own, sure, but Dean had slightly different priorities.
Dean
(saltandammo)
"Yeah. I thought about a lot of things." Dean gave the faintest of smiles. "There was a lot of time to think."
Alec
(x5_alec)
Alec smirked, but it wasn't a particularly humorous one. "I guess so." He lifted his glass to finish off the rest of his milkshake, brow furrowed in thought. Placing the empty on the bedside table, he dropped the rest of his cookie in the glass, having difficulty thinking beyond Dean's suggestion since he voiced it.
Dean
(saltandammo)
Dean sipped at his milkshake and watched Alec carefully. "So..." he said after the silence between them had stretched thin. "What do you think?"
Alec
(x5_alec)
"Think?" Alec blinked at Dean, confused. "Think of what, fucking? You should know I'm pretty pro-fucking by now."
Dean
(saltandammo)
"Are you pro-doing-it-now?"
Alec
(x5_alec)
"If you are," Alec said with a quick nod. He wet his lips, hesitant for a bare second before he managed a grin. "So who gets to be the top?"
Dean
(saltandammo)
"Who do you want to be on top?" Dean tossed back. He had an answer, but was nervous enough not to want to be the first one to say it.
Alec
(x5_alec)
Alec smirked a moment and shrugged. "I figure it doesn't matter all that much, since we'll probably get around to both ways eventually."
Dean
(saltandammo)
"There is that." Dean took another sip of his milkshake and then tossed out as casually as he could, "Guess you might as well top first then."
Alec
(x5_alec)
Alec was reduced to blinking again, trying to figure out where Dean was coming from on that one. "How do you figure?"
Dean
(saltandammo)
Dean shrugged, fidgeting with his cookie. "Someone's got to go first." He frowned suddenly. "Wait, do you not want to...?"
Alec
(x5_alec)
Alec smirked, faintly exasperated. "Didn't say that. I just... It's not like I've done it either."
Dean
(saltandammo)
That pulled a brief smirk out of Dean. "One of the few things involving sex you haven't."
Alec
(x5_alec)
"I'm finding there's a few things I still need to try out," Alec said easily. "We have everything we need?"
Dean
(saltandammo)
That pulled a brief smirk out of Dean. "One of the few things involving sex you haven't."
Alec
(x5_alec)
"I'm finding there's a few things I still need to try out," Alec said easily. "We have everything we need?"
Dean
(saltandammo)
"Yeah," Dean said, leaning over and opening the drawer in the table beside the bad. He gave Alec a kind of embarrassed half smile. "Had them for awhile. Just in case."
Alec
(x5_alec)
"Always prepared," Alec said, smirking as he peeked into the drawer.
He glanced briefly at Dean again as he mentally sorted through the items he saw, lowering his voice slightly. "You sure you trust me?" He knew Dean did trust him, to a degree. But this was particularly new, and something he'd only read about (though a lot and recently, since it had been on his mind).
Dean
(saltandammo)
Dean's voice and gaze were both steady as he said, "If I didn't trust you, I wouldn't have asked in the first place."
Alec
(x5_alec)
Alec returned the look and finally grinned a little. "Okay then. Just remember: you said it." Not that he thought anything would really go wrong - he was doing it, after all, and he had a talent for these things - but it was easier to play it off than get all grateful for Dean's acceptance and generosity or something.
Leaning over, one hand on the mattress at Dean's other side, Alec leaned in for a kiss, still grinning. If the kiss was maybe a little more tender than before, it was closer than he usually got to being emotional.
[OOC: Pre-played, NFB and rather NC-17.]