how is it he can still hurt me when i dont even like him nemore?  

my aunt died yesterday
we were kinda close but not that close
but now i feel like part of me missing
idk
its weird.

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cotillion was funnnnn:)

i hate this stupid cotillan thing
u know i liked it untill
Friday then my friends had to go ruin everything
and now i just kinda dont like them right now at all
i have been so stresssed all weekend i shouldnt be its the weekend
but i am and no i dont even wanna go

i have to ask him to cotiallan
i think i am going to be sick
how the hell am i going to fucking ask him!?!?!

so i got my dress and it didnt fit gahhhh ( Read more... )

i found my cotillian dreessssss ( Read more... )

i am in the worst mood of me life

i do even wanna talk to james again

i have never been this mad b4
and it scares me because idk what i m campible of and its scary
i fucking hate eerything bout today
except gettting my coool present from livie
and erica
i actually had to go to the bath room to calm myself down thats how bad it was

i might not go to fhs nxt yr
im not sure yet
mmm....
i probally wont? will?
idk
but im not happy wit w/e is happening rigt now not tht ppl care but yea....