Well since i haven't written in a while i thought i would up date really quickly while waiting for the cable guy to show up ( Read more... )

well i am leaving MI i am moving back home. things here just aren't good for me anymore. he isn't the same man i feel in love with and i miss have a life and friends and family near by that care about me soo look out RI here i come again.

Well today is it. In about 15 minutes i am leaving for the hospital to go have surgery and to tell u the truth i am finally starting to get a little nervous....i was wondering if it was ever going to happen or if i was going to go through this all just numb ( Read more... )

right now i am just sitting around waiting to wake up jayson's mother so that we can leave for Detriot to go pick up my MOM I can't wait to see her it has been 5 months. Far too long for me to go with out my mother....i am a sad sad creature. We have a meeting with the Doctor at 315 today so i will know when they are going to be doing the surgery. ( Read more... )

well I have just about had enough of not saying anything so instead of causing alot of friction here then i am going to vent to all those out there who just don't seem to care to much but still amuse me once in a while and give me adive and input ( Read more... )

Well I just spent another fun week in the hospital.....I am really starting to think that they just need to give me my own room. Well hopefully with what is about to happen that will all change. Well they told me that I have these things call Fishcals....they are like little tears and leaks in the intestant wall. well needless to say I need to have ( Read more... )

well Jayson got a cold the other day....and now i have it....my whole body feels really heavy and uckie.......and i woke up at 2pm today cleaned did a load of laundry and i think that just made me feel worst.....my fingers are not working well at all right now to type so i am going go to make some soup in a little bit and go back to laying down in ( Read more... )

well this is just peachy....spent a fun filled 4 days in the hospital and now i have lost my job.....joy joy joy....you know how the hell am i supposed to stay possitive about this shit when i keep getting stepped on ( Read more... )

Why is that Jayson has to make everything I want to do seem like it is a waste of my time. I love this guy to death I really I have to say his is everything to me but come on. I want to go back to school and farther my education. So why can't he be happy for me or supportive. But NO I don't get that I get negativity ( Read more... )

Well it is 2006 and i am trashed. I have poped like 6 pain pills in like a 5 hour period and then i decided to drink so now i am out there. And personally i am loving it...LOL well nothing else here other then I am going to fuck the shit out of jayson later....not that anyone here wants to know...but now u do.....LMAO