let me make a list:

my JOB
MRE's
my LIFE in general
drama
the hurricane
no gas
no car
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i want some real food! and some good wine and a backrub! right now!!!!!!!

then life wouldn't suck so bad...well til tomorrow

i feel really bad for the people in new orleans and biloxi/gulfport---some people i know have no homes to go to...i'm getting pissed cuz my phone keeps fucking up and the power likes to go off every 10 minutes at a certain time of a day or soemthing-i'm incredibly depressed but i have a home, my family and my friends who love me very much despite ( Read more... )

we survived...a good thing i reckon----i've coem to my senses once again and decided that it was a blessing this past weekend---to show me what life would be like if i had gotten what i thought i wanted ( Read more... )

yeah another episode in my dumb saga ( Read more... )

i don't hate him anymore--well i never did---we've been talking and its been really nice---silly stuff and some semi-serious stuff and i really miss that ( Read more... )

i hate him i hate him i hate him hate him ( Read more... )

well i;m not exactly sure how to describe what happened last night--it started as yelling (thru yahooMssgr) and fighting and then we talked like we used to. i was crying thru the whole thing, he was fighting dirty by being nice. i don't know if we got anything cleared up but i quit calling him dickhead and asshole by the end tho i was cussing an ( Read more... )

i ended up going out tonight anyway...stole my friend chassidy from work after a very sucky night and stole lauren from soroity girl life to go hang out downtown...no makeup,work-stink still on me ( and chass too) and we some how found our way to the dorms, and downtown! i'm very proud of us, in fact since none of us really had an idea about where ( Read more... )

geez......i thought i was over the angry breakup yelling thing....i'm jsut trying to get my life together, have my friends back , have some fun, be ME again and two stupid comments have me wishing for Anya the vengence demon!!!!!!!!! (buffy the vampire slayer fan) he told a friend to "feel free to flush that bitch too," and i tried to call him from ( Read more... )

well its over....7 months of being nothing but together over....i had a feeling that this was all leading up to it, but i hoped for different. i hoped he meant what he said, i hoped and wished and all i got out of it,was well a device he bought for me so i wouldn't cheat on him. now he has convinced himself that i am cheating, and i suspect he is. ( Read more... )