i had a dream a few days ago that casey wrote me a message on myspace. Haha, god....only i would have a dream that he wrote me on myspace from heaven. it was so vivid i swear it was real. he said he missed me and that he wished he could go to sxsw with me. i wish that too.
i went and saw my grandma yesterday in the nursing home and shes losing her memory pretty bad and she asked me THREE different times if i had a serious boyfriend so the 3rd time i asked her if she was seeing anyone seriously..........she was so confused. (haha)
im getting real sick of being single....and everyone asking if i still am
i youtubed videos of casey tonight. i would do anything anything to have him back. i know i am just torturing myself but sometimes i feel the need to just see him. sigh. the hurt is almost unbearable at times
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