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[writtenncursive]

i cried about casey again today. it hurts so much. i just miss him so much.

i am so terrified of losing anyone else.

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[orourkes]

i still cry for ryan too. i cried one of the hardest cries of my life a couple days ago because i miss him so much and my heart still aches SO bad!

[writtenncursive]

awww i know how you feel sweetie. <333

[starsalign]

I went to go wake up our guitarist for soundcheck today at 4:30 because he was the only one still on the bus sleeping and I momentarily freaked out. thankfully he answered immediately from behind the curtain so I didn't have to shake him to wake him up or anything. I hate that it still feels like casey's just gone on tour :(

[writtenncursive]

aw man aileen when i first starting reading this my heart dropped and i was thinking OH NO! phew im glad he's okay.
yeah its weird...i hate it aileen :(

[82campfirevest]

Hey Courtney.
I work with kids who have lost parents, siblings, etc. Hearing their stories has made me very aware of the randomness of life and death. In a sense, I completely know what you mean. In another sense, I can´t begin to comprehend your perspective on life. Either way, I have always been impressed with your ability to live, despite such continuous trauma.

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[writtenncursive]

wow. thank you Amy. I hope you are having the time of your life! we are missing you out heree