Title: Going Down [Evil!Sammy Universe]
Author:
eboniorchidFandom: Supernatural
Characters: Sam Winchester/Dean Winchester
Prompt: "021-Creative" for
100moods, challenge table
here. "35-(Ball) Gags" for
50kinkyways, challenge table
here. "006-Public" for
sam_slut_a_thon, challenge table
here.
Word Count: ~35,000 words.
Rating: NC-17 for violence, sexuality, and language.
Warnings/Spoilers: HUMILIATION! Torture! Angst! Dark! Future. Apocalypse. Manipulation. Dubious-con. Kink/BDSM. M/s.
Human-furniture!kink. Role play (elements of puppy play).
Watersports.
Trampling.
CBT. Cross-dressing (sort of). Breath play. Bondage. Gags. Power!kink. Service!kink. Voyeurism. Exhibitionism. Impact play. Suicidal thoughts (brief). Established relationship. Graphic m/m sex. Smut. Violence. Character study. Plot. Wincest. Slash. AU after "Simon Said". Multi-chapter (complete). Potential spoilers through "Simon Said".
Disclaimer: I own nothing. Well, except the OCs. Also? Please do not use this as a kink instruction manual!
Summary: "Maybe we would've been alright, for a little while anyway, but Sam wanted more... and I didn't know how to do that."
Beta: Likely a few folks I've forgotten over the years, but most recently
flawlessglitch really helped me get this on track. Any lasting imperfections are obviously mine. <3
Soundtrack: Trapt's
"Curiosity Kills" (
lyrics) + Disturbed's
"Overburdened" (
lyrics).
Author's Notes: PLEASE READ WITH CARE. Follows after
"Clarity", but, again, could stand alone or as a good (re-)entry point for the universe. // For more info about my
Evil!Sammy Universe, including links to all installments, please
go here.
"
Sam," he says, from a hundred days away.
"Dean," I say, now and always.
I
SEE through time all to "me and you."
You
SPEAK when you aren't spoken to.
I
SLIP the prize blade between your ribs.
You
SLICE your soul skin to let me in.
I
SHAPE your bones to hold me us up.
You
SWAY on dance floors slick with love blood.
I
STOP your heartstringsbeat with my hand.
And we BEGIN
The END
AGAIN.