damn

[wretched_sorrow]

well its been a wile since i was in this pit of hell lol . ahh things have been looking up i guess this summer was awesome and bits of now are the same. i have a feeling things are going to get alot better. i desided what ever there is between me and some people needs to go away like i mean i dont hate anyone theres some people i would reather not

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[quite_you]

I miss you Brandon Bear. Just to let you know, I got your message a while back. It made me get a teary-eyed, and I said "aww" a few times. But then I could never find the strength to call you back. I found myself dialing your number over and over, and instead of pressing "send" I just hung up. I was lost. I had no clue what to say. A thousand thoughts went thru my head, but I knew all I could get out was "hello." I saw you at the Huddle House the other day, you were with Chad. I waited for you to look at me so I could wave and tell you hello and talk to you a bit, but you never looked at me, and you got up and walked away. I was left there thinking "is this it? Is this the way things have to be?" But I know you still care... I know you do. And I hope you know I care to. You have been one of the greatest friends I've ever had, even though we've sort of lost contact. Just remember, You'll always be my Brandon Bear, and my friend. I love you, and I owe you an apology. I'm sorry.

[wretched_sorrow]

i never said anything b/c it was like 2 weeks ago and i never heard any word back not even when u was online so i was like huh i guess thats how it is acualy me and chad was talking about this whole subject that ngiht when u all sit behind us lol i kinda understand the whole not being able to call and as i could tell when i called i didnt really know what to say either and thats part fo the reason i havent called everyone i need to yet well its time for me to get ready for work ... i guess ill talk to you later