Oh, yeah, so I said I was going to write about how this year had been for me, and I don't want to make a liar out of myself, and I don't really want to have this hanging over my head in 2008, so I've got to do it now. But I don't really want to do it ('cause I don't think I will ever really want to do it) so I imagine it will be short and rather un
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Now that your mind is healthier, you'll be in an even better position to figure out when it's right to go to the support group. You've gone through a hard enough time as it is - be kind and forgiving to yourself when you can. :) Don't want to go? Don't!
It will be a good day when antidepressants have the same stigma as... say... insulin.
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Also, I think there are probably lots of us in the same boat around here, but if you ever want to talk about the loss of father stuff, look me up. You can email me or comment me or whaaaaaatever. It's always somehow comforting to talk to someone else who is living through something similar.
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I have been so, so hard on myself since my dad's death, thinking I should be over it, I need to grieve properly and I haven't yet, I need to I need to I need to...
In a way, this was really really good to hear (although I hate to hear that you're beating yourself up over it), because it's exactly how I feel. I am worried that I'm not grieving correctly, and that I'm screwing myself over and not honoring my dad's memory by doing so. These are uncharted waters, and I don't yet know how to tell the difference between healthful outlook and countdown to being wheeled out of my house, strapped to a gurney.
Thanks for being there. :) I wish we didn't have this in common, but I'm glad we've gotten to know each other. On The Internet.
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Thanks for telling me to be kind to myself--I tend to forget that. :) Although I would probably think I could will myself out of diabetes, too. Because I'm odd.
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i send you much love.
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We deserve awesome 2008s, y/y?
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I wonder if I would have noticed something amiss earlier if I self-medicated with any kind of substance. I mean, I have serious eating issues, but I've had those during really good times, too, and it's like--you have to eat, you know? If it was drugs or booze, maybe. . .I mean, I don't know. I think my real addiction is isolation, and as an only child, I'm too comfortable being alone to really notice when it's starting to be abnormal.
Annnyway, thank you, really a lot, for commenting and being a real (internet) friend through all this. It means a lot to me that you've always had a caring and intelligent word. Or words. Now I'm going to be reported to Spelling and Grammar.
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And thank you for all your warm fuzzies.
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