how ridiculous is it that the biggest "crush" i've had on any girl in the "post lydia era" is a friend of a friend who i've never actually met but have been talking to a lot lately? i feel like it's pretty ridiculous, but here i am trying to figure out how to get to chicago...
so, i was listening to the postal service today (flashback, i know) and it's amazing how much the lyrics to "nothing better" fit my life from early 2008 until about march of 2009.
i'm on a current upswing. i feel great with who i am. and who i am striving to be. i feel like i've been trying to figure out who i am and now i might have a better idea of who that is. i like that person.
is this the "happiness in myself" that i've been needing to find? i guess only time will tell...