a dynamic layout of failures,
put together to form one's life.
the greatest mistake made
was ever believing it could happen.

trial and error
fail and repeat
try again
stay on your feet

audible yet incomprehensible
everything created is trivial
everything comes together
to fall apart

you came at a bad time.
by that I mean I hate everyone.

under the pain is a desolate dream ( Read more... )

fission in the highest sense ( Read more... )

Why can't everything be so beautifully simple? I don't need this. I don't need any of this. Everyone and everything degrades. Everything dies. And yet nothing makes sense. We aren't born with a purpose; there are just some people that find something that makes them look less lonely when they die. Is there something made for everyone? Is ( Read more... )

total anemic inebriation ( Read more... )

I wish I could disappear. I wish I could just vaporize behind a cloud of smoke and hear the audience gasp with excitement, and then when the smoke clears, I'm gone, only to leave them wondering.

Atleast then for one moment I would have something worth sharing.

Why must you be so critical of my feelings? What if instead of trying to find love I am just following my basic instincts? What if I'm just confused?

Don't think you know what goes on in my head. Even I don't.

everyone should at some point in their life redefine what is important to them. Certain things are catalysts for this, and that is subjective to the person. Something prompted me to redefine myself today. This was different than what changed me 4 months ago, and 6 months ago. Only those who prompted that change know what that is about. But ( Read more... )

I'm excited for once. I have something of importance to do this week, and I think I've stumbled onto a most beautiful and simple idea. I think it may be something quite fulfilling ( Read more... )

it lay on my desk. finished. a eulogy of the future, waiting to be handed to you. I was afraid to write it, and even more afraid to deliver it. Will it happen? And even if it does, will it matter? Will you brush it aside and attend to the less desperate measures?