I feel absolutely starved for female affection sometimes, and I have real-world reasons why not to persue certain girls at this time in my life
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you know it's strange that for a while i felt completely starved, like you, for female attention. recently, however, i've grown almost completely disinterested. i've totally settled into this skin of being alone. it's not a happy comfort necessarily, but it's a comfort all the same.
more over, i just don't see the point in a relationship. i mean the only benefit i can see is having an almost implied hang out partner all the time (because people otherwise suck at spending time with each other... or at least with me). but is that really worth the crap that most people come packaged with? maybe i'm just being cynical but i don't see the point in risking being with a girl who will probably just end up being slutty, selfish, manipulative and hurtful. easier to have hobbies like running and working out and music. these things are personally beneficial and hardly ever a let down.
Well, I have to agree, given vast personal experience in both sides:
Alot of people who focused too much on social acceptance and bonding through 'fun' and 'drugs' and 'sex' throughout highschool tend to suck at stuff now.
The people that are REALLY REALLY good at stuff hole themselves away for long periods of time in order to become so.
There is a certain exclusivity that warms oneself when in the presence of a truely 'loved' one, sexually, but at this point, I'm not desperate enough to risk hurting someone else to get that.
yeah that exclusivity would be greatly satisfying if there were a way to qualify it. more often than not, i bet one person in a relationship is all there while the other just puts on an act for whatever slutty, selfish, manipulative and hurtful reasons.
all that being said, sex is hardly worth the trouble of getting fucked...
What about third-world reasons not to persue a relationship? Are you saying you do not care about the starving? Maybe you should become a missionary so that you can hook up with some hot starving hotties and put THEM in the missionary! Also Female drummers bounce in places that ... yeah. Some times a dump truck h
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more over, i just don't see the point in a relationship. i mean the only benefit i can see is having an almost implied hang out partner all the time (because people otherwise suck at spending time with each other... or at least with me). but is that really worth the crap that most people come packaged with? maybe i'm just being cynical but i don't see the point in risking being with a girl who will probably just end up being slutty, selfish, manipulative and hurtful. easier to have hobbies like running and working out and music. these things are personally beneficial and hardly ever a let down.
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Alot of people who focused too much on social acceptance and bonding through 'fun' and 'drugs' and 'sex' throughout highschool tend to suck at stuff now.
The people that are REALLY REALLY good at stuff hole themselves away for long periods of time in order to become so.
There is a certain exclusivity that warms oneself when in the presence of a truely 'loved' one, sexually, but at this point, I'm not desperate enough to risk hurting someone else to get that.
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all that being said, sex is hardly worth the trouble of getting fucked...
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Female drummers bounce in places that ... yeah.
Some times a dump truck h
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