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[wolfishrose]

Hnnnnnnnn.... Why is insecurity at full blast tonight? If anything it should have been last night because I screwed up at work.

And yuck I'm stressing over having to go back to school. I-I.. like my free time. I'm really sick of being a tried and true "grown-up" in EVERY area of my life. Is that lazy? I feel like there's this whole other world out

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[flanowa]

be tough with the barre chords...you will get them!

~hugg~ Everything will be better I'm sure. I'm in the same boat.

[wolfishrose]

but my fingers! they do not comprehend!!! Do I have to wait until I like.. develop seperate muscules in my pointer finger that allow me to keep it straight down while my other fingers are tilted up enough to not mute the strings?!
AHHHHHHHHH

*hugs* Thank you ;__;

[la_dolce]

Know what's funny about being a "tried and true adult?" They don't actually go to school :/ So all they do is work, and have free time.

So....Do good and graduate really fast so you can be a real grown-up? :D

[wolfishrose]

That is a GOOD POINT. Only it means I'm even failing at that. XD

I'm trying to do it fast!! That's the only reason I haven't chickened out of this whole Human Resources Program thing. It's QUICKER and CHEAPER. And that's what I need.

[leesers]

Hang in there love. ;_; ♥ I feel as though I'm in this ambiguous floating middle ground of nothing right now too. Not sure what to do. Know what I'd like to do, but know I can probably never achieve it. Know what I should do to be a responsible person and be able to... well, sustain myself but know I'll be bad at what that requires. Ungh.

And p-penny's song? ;A; Sooo haaappy~

[wolfishrose]

Yes, it's hard to figure out the next step, and even to find the motivation to try.

You, however, I see NO reason why you "can probably never achieve it." You have talent, passion, support, education and years and years of training and developing your skill. I know you'll do well!! <3 I'm so far behind, still undecided and don't have the resources to be able to focus on what I really want to over what I NEED to. Maybe someday.. XD

Hopefully Penny's song. Doesn't look too promising at this point. And the chords I found online don't quite sound right, but that could just be me.

[xlixia]

I love you, and when I get back in town, we ARE hanging out :)

[microminipeach]

I think we can all relate to this right now so don't feel alone! We love you! Hang in there, sweet thang!

It really is a strange time for us becuase we're always hanging in this weird adult/child limbo. It's hard to think otherwise when the world makes you feel like you're old and should thusly be acting...old...but I think that it's important to remember that we are young and we are our age and we're doing our best damnit!

♥