I've been a bit concerned about my lack of posting. I'm a very touchy/verbal person but lately, I just haven't had the words. Usually it comes forth and I can't help but express it. I'm going to have to push.
I have much ... oh how to say it. I feel so much emotion whenever I think of you, talk to or write with you. I know you are struggling as I feel it too. I cannot express why i do being so far away but... I do feel it. Push to and not away dear... I hope you find the way to press forward and be what you know you want in your life. we all love the words you write, the thoughts you generate in our hearts minds and souls.
Sometimes I wish I lived closer and could hug you in person. There is a spark of something there in my heart that is beyond the mere "hey you are one of my LJ friends" sphere. Sadly the 2000 plus miles keeps it just that.
I am thankful you have found ways to made several entries of late though. Perhaps the way to contend with lack of posts is small ones. Making a tiny wave and indent into the need for more. It will grow if you let it. I think you have the words, they just are laying low and dormant right now.
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Sometimes I wish I lived closer and could hug you in person. There is a spark of something there in my heart that is beyond the mere "hey you are one of my LJ friends" sphere. Sadly the 2000 plus miles keeps it just that.
I am thankful you have found ways to made several entries of late though. Perhaps the way to contend with lack of posts is small ones. Making a tiny wave and indent into the need for more. It will grow if you let it. I think you have the words, they just are laying low and dormant right now.
I love you always even when you are silent.
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