i've literally had the worst night possible. could it get any worse??? i don't think so. and FYI - STINES YOU CAN SUCK A FUCKING DICK BECAUSE YOU'RE JUST ABOUT THE NASTIEST FUCKING PERSON I KNOW.

soooo...i almost got arrested tonight for telling a cop to fuck off. whatev. he can suck a big one. i'm wasted right now and need to go to bed. night. ♥

there are many things i think you grieve about when you lose someone so close to you. there's always so much regret and heartache. you're always wondering why you didn't make that phone call, or send that card when little did you know it would be the last time talking to them. i've lost one of my closest family members today and my heart is aching ( Read more... )

I wish I would have trusted you more ( Read more... )

well..i haven't written in a while. i've been in the midst of moving, dealing with a tad bit of drama with my mom..etc. been out to pounders the last few nights, probably tonight as well. ROXY tomorrow tho!! tomorrow's going to be interesting haha. i applied at the Hampton Inn last week and they called me back yesterday!! thank god..my mom was ( Read more... )

woww..my last day in pegasus landing. its a complex i will NOT be missing when i leave tomorrow. as of august 1st i will be a seminole county/oviedo resident =D (i hear seminole county jail's not as bad as 33rd). there's nothing about this cold, dark, mildewed, smelly, lonely apartment that i will want to remember when i move haha. i will be ( Read more... )

why do people seem to inevitably piss you off when you're already having a bad day? its like they know, deep down that you're in a shitty mood, and just want to feed the fire. feed it all you want, for this fire is out...you're wasting your time.

so, the verdict is......
i'm staying in OTOWN people!!!

thank the lord for my mom feeling i would put too much stress on her life with my "attitude" that hasn't shaped up.

well..over the past couple of days i've come to the realization that orlando is no longer working for me. its becoming too complicated..there are way too many temptations floating around in the city (drinking, drugs, guys). i have yet to figure out a way to balance it all out to where i can make good grades, work a steady job and still have fun. i' ( Read more... )

how many times can i honestly fuck up. i'm screwed my best friend over twice now. i have no intention of her ever forgiving me either.