so its been decided, not only is having roomates awsome... but my roomates are totaly kick ass ( Read more... )

and then one day there was light!!!!
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also i have temp, phone number.. (and it is a cell...) so talky to me to get the number and suj

and fuck you if you think i'm reading all the entries i've missed.... fuck you....fuck you,,,,,,,fuckyou..fuclkyou ..miamerble,,,,,"

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are prayers are only anserd when we work to acheive the prayers we merly think we want anserd....

why is it that ppl don't set me straight when i'm a jackass, why is it that the sicker i get, the less ppl care/notice, why is it that i have no direction, that as my spirit dies my natural will to live increase... and my want of death increases.. why is it that out of all the good things in life i enjoy the parts where i'm unconcious the most ( Read more... )

so work like fuckin sucks., it ain't be that bad only the management is fuckin horible.. funkin the foreman on the job site spent 6 of the 8 housr he;s spost to be workin... either "supervising" this guy (it deosn';t fuking take like to ppl to watch some guy shit), or "getting supplies" it don;t take that fucking long to get a bag of sleves n a ( Read more... )

work is starting tuesday, which is like the horrid transition to the real world... altho i'm not 100% pleased with the type of work i'm going to do, i think the worst part is the combination of not being able to move out yet, and the pressure to do so. i have realised that i enjoy solitude, depressive states, but i also crave and feed on social ( Read more... )

my temper is getting really out of hand, i'm starting to act out on things that don;t really bother me... and everything seems to bother me but mostly my stupid reactions to things... which really only makes me more angry... then i go home and feel shitty... i wonder how much ppl notice, or how much it effects there time rather... on a completly ( Read more... )

hey hey,

recently i have been moody and irational beyond control, and i apologize to ppl i have been a jack ass towards, i don;t really know how to make it up, nor how i'm going to stop being moody. but i intend to. anyway i guess this is a useless post,,

I have the feeling i have heard this before, but i stumble on to this dj and it is sooo incredibly awsome

http://youtube.com/watch?v=GwrTvovPKEE&search=benny%20benassi