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[locked to Grace, Ruvin, Rachel Dawes]

Nov 08, 2009 21:44

He said that all the firstborns came back.

Is it true?

[locked to Jo]

Are you even still alive?

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[locked] rattle_thecages November 9 2009, 05:27:00 UTC

You're still here.

[locked] with_coffee November 9 2009, 05:35:43 UTC

Unfortunately.

[locked] rattle_thecages November 9 2009, 05:41:00 UTC

You don't mean that.

[locked] with_coffee November 9 2009, 05:52:39 UTC

I mean it now.

I might not mean it tomorrow.

[locked] rattle_thecages November 9 2009, 05:58:23 UTC

Doesn't work like that, Robin.

[locked] with_coffee November 9 2009, 06:02:14 UTC

Then how does it work because I don't think I get it.

[locked] rattle_thecages November 9 2009, 06:14:53 UTC

I am so tired and I just wanted

I can tell you how I believe it works but I can't show you. It isn't something you mean one day and don't the next. It's a decision. A decision to live in an imperfect world where terrible things happen. A decision to be good and live in it despite that.

That that's--the first thing you said to me is

It's not empty, the hotel.

[locked] with_coffee November 9 2009, 06:24:24 UTC

I don't know what to tell you. I can't change how I feel. Not right now. And I didn't make that decision five days ago but I think you already suspected that. I'm only sorry it took me longer to get a hold of you.

If you don't want to see me because of that, I understand.

[locked] rattle_thecages November 9 2009, 06:33:44 UTC

No, you can't. It is what it is and what's done is done. It's hard. It hurts. Every day. I know.

The same applies for you.

[locked] with_coffee November 9 2009, 05:36:10 UTC

Are you okay?

Have you seen Ruvin?

[locked] rattle_thecages November 9 2009, 05:41:33 UTC

I have not seen her yet.

Re: [locked] with_coffee November 9 2009, 05:42:48 UTC

You didn't answer my first question.

Re: [locked] rattle_thecages November 9 2009, 05:49:13 UTC

I would like to slap you.

I'd say you didn't answer me either, but that's an answer in itself, isn't it?

I'm alive. Fortunately.

Re: [locked] with_coffee November 9 2009, 05:52:07 UTC

I'll answer you. I wish I'd never said it.

Yes, it's incredibly fortunate, and I am grateful for it.

[locked] rattle_thecages November 9 2009, 05:59:38 UTC

Wishes are useless.

I said I'd never give up on you. I meant that with all my heart. I can't really do much if you don't want it.

You know where to find me.

[locked] with_coffee November 9 2009, 06:04:05 UTC

Of course they are.

I didn't leave the hotel on purpose. It's not that I tried to put distance between

I'm headed back that way now. I just stopped to

To be sure it wouldn't be empty when I got there.

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