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wishfulclicking

Have it Out (Take 2)

Jul 07, 2009 14:31

LJ ate the first post, but here it is again!

After a day of processing this, I just need to make this post and let the rest fade to what it will.

( say it in your mind until you know the words are right )

p!atd, flist--full of spectacular!, sometimes i think, bandom is amazing, diggin' multi-romances

Comments 13

mockturtletale July 7 2009, 18:44:13 UTC

Holy fucking shit, I haven't read all this yet but I have to interrupt myself to say:

YOU WERE AT THAT HCT SHOW IN TAMPA?????? I WAS THERE. WITH choclitbunny!!! We are so fucking full of fail, omg. We could have hung out. :(

wishfulclicking July 7 2009, 18:47:29 UTC

We so could have hung out! I didn't know anyone else in bandom then, so I was alone but having a good time.

mockturtletale July 7 2009, 18:52:48 UTC

Oh my god, that's totally ridiculous. I can't believe we were at same show and didn't even know! DUDE.

This post sums up what I tried to say much better than I ever could. I think I said it so simply because I'm trying not to get too emotional about it, haha. I don't care about Panic as much as a lot of other people do, but I've been really scared for what's going to happen to fandom. I guess when I think about it logically, the people that I love the most are people that I know will still be around after these bands come and go. But the Panic fandom in particular has always been such a big concentration of importance for me, man this whole think is pretty terrifying.

wishfulclicking July 7 2009, 19:14:02 UTC

Now we know to post upcoming concert events! Are you going to Cobra in Orlando?

It's like, I was more emotional than I thought I would be about it all so I had to sit and think about what was I really that upset about. And it wasn't fully about panic, the band, breaking up. Yes, I will miss what I hoped was going to happen but if this was what needed to happen to get more music, then so be it.

Missing fandom makes me more upset. Whenever I get cut off from the internet I don't think 'wow, I'm missing out on all the panic updates. I wonder what Spencer is tweeting right now'; I miss my flist and those posts.

Some people I really like are taking a step back but I really hope the core stays around.

inthekeyofd July 7 2009, 20:13:57 UTC

You have to stay with what brought you to the yard!!

Even if it was a show that brought you to a fandom, the show brings you, but the people make you stay.

They will still make music, maybe not all together, but they will, I say enjoy the offerings they bring because Music is a gift.

wishfulclicking July 7 2009, 20:19:12 UTC

Exactly. Music is a gift and I love it. Fandom will just be a part of what I do.

I'm still watching Kings even though I know it is ending!

trippypeas July 7 2009, 21:26:39 UTC

*hugs* You always know the right things to say... And even if they aren't in the same band their still friends.

wishfulclicking July 8 2009, 01:05:04 UTC

Let's cling to that!
*hugs you back!*

abraxas_life July 7 2009, 21:56:49 UTC

*hugs*
I'm glad you're staying. Every time I see another person deciding to step back for a while or permanently, it makes me so sad. I understand it, but still... so sad.

wishfulclicking July 8 2009, 01:06:02 UTC

I understand but I am going to miss them. My main message is: Don't Leave ME!!!!

*hugs you back*

I'm still sad over it but if I lose most of my flist, that would make me even more sad.

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wishfulclicking July 10 2009, 03:28:40 UTC

thanks :)

I had to do this here before I kept on leaving long comments on other journals.