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phone lunawolves10th May 14 2011, 04:28:38 UTC
You do not know what I desire.

[He pauses.]

And I can do nothing for one who will not accept my help.

Leave it, Merem. I owe her for protecting my partner, and I believe in her. If she does not want my kindness or my trust, I'll keep my distance.

[his voice gets very cold.]

But that will be at -her- behest, not yours. She can make her own decisions on who she spends time with.

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lunawolves10th May 14 2011, 05:21:11 UTC
I see. What... is so loathesome about me? From your perspective, of course. I am always curious why the Astartes are hated so.

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wise_king May 14 2011, 05:22:30 UTC
You being human isn't enough?

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lunawolves10th May 14 2011, 05:25:50 UTC
So.... what you fear is me making Ciel a little more humane. Interesting.

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wise_king May 14 2011, 05:26:57 UTC
Ciel isn't human so her being humane is worthless.

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lunawolves10th May 14 2011, 05:31:31 UTC
What do you mean, Ciel is not human?

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wise_king May 14 2011, 05:44:06 UTC
She's a monster on a level you'll never understand. Only another monster can be level with her.

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lunawolves10th May 14 2011, 05:46:44 UTC
I should be flattered. You are the first being here not to consider me a monster of some sort.

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wise_king May 14 2011, 05:48:17 UTC
You lack the mindset to be one. Killer, sure. Murderer, perhaps. Monster, no. I've come to discover this.

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lunawolves10th May 14 2011, 05:49:42 UTC
Explain the difference, because you have piqued my interest, I will admit it.

[he nods for a moment.]

And yes, I am already both of the things you have mentioned. Killing and Murder are what the Astartes do, there is no refining it or avoiding the truth of the matter.

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wise_king May 14 2011, 05:53:17 UTC
Killing and murder have a reason. Your superior officer orders it, you enjoy the feeling of it, or many other reasons. A monster will kill but not feel a single thing nor do they have a driving reason. It's the same as breathing. You, you strive to have a purpose, which is what sets you apart from us.

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lunawolves10th May 14 2011, 05:55:03 UTC
I believe Ciel -does- have a reason for what she does. I have seen her revel in battle. And she clearly has her oaths and work which she accepts. Otherwise she would not have saved Mamzel Tohsaka from Gilgamesh.

You may feel nothing, but I suspect there is still something worth salvaging in Ciel.

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wise_king May 14 2011, 05:58:16 UTC
You're fooling yourself. She may have saved Rin but you have never seen her as I have and you never will. Come back to me if she ever actually kills you and look into her eyes in your last moments. At that moment, you will realize that she is entirely out of your league of understanding.

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lunawolves10th May 14 2011, 06:05:24 UTC
If you think that, you clearly know nothing of what I have seen in my life.

You confine yourself to the petty parochial thinking of Terra prior to our journeys among the stars.

I can understand a great deal, because I have seen it. I've seen truly broken monsters, and she is not one, not yet, anyway.

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wise_king May 14 2011, 06:07:09 UTC
I am the eternal definition of monster and yet I am not broken. I know of those even worse than me and let me tell you, she's our boss. Pretend I am confined but in doing so, you build your own cage.

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lunawolves10th May 14 2011, 06:12:19 UTC
Now you're just spouting the same gabble that every heretic I came across during the fall of the Legions said. This conversation has grown boring.

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