Big and black the clouds may be

[winterlands]

So, my mom might have cancer. She is having surgery on the 28th. I am really scared for her, but I have to keep thinking that everything will be okay. It just sucks that I have to sit around all month not knowing, and this is going to happen right at the beginning of my senior year. And I feel selfish thinking about how I should be having fun,

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[perfectinpink1]

hey, im so sorry to hear about your mom, i hope shes okay. i know it seems selfish but i bet your mom wants you to have fun and not spend every night worrying about her, it'll be okay sweetie, i promise.

[awesomeblossom9]

sopher lopher, sometimes i feel that way about my mom too...
this is why i don't believe in god.
because i don't believe that there is one all powerful person that control's all of our destinys because if there was, and our destinys were based on how good we were, nothing bad would ever happen to your family, or my family, or anybody's family for that matter.
the truth is that the world just sucks ass and bad things happen to good people all the time.
the nice guys always finish last.
i'm sorry and i know you know that i know how you feel.
i want to see you this summer.
i'm going to lauren's soiree, and i was seriously exstatic when she told me you were coming
oh soph a loph.
everything will be dasa ok.

[nowordsallowed]

sooooooooooooopherrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
i miss you so much
and i have to see you
because im leaving soon
but you are always not at the phone or the machine is full
and i really miss you
and i hope your mommy is okay

waaaah jenna and i were talking about you and how cool you are and how we want to hang out with you sooo much
on tues we are going to zach's for pizza and you should come
i love youuuuu

[dancinz87]

soph. i love you and i want to give you a huge hug right now!

we all love you, and are here for you, even if we aren't in the area. you know how to reach me and where to find me if you ever need it.

[live4broadway98]

Sophie, I hope everything turns out alright. I really, really, REALLY hope your mom is OK, and this is so horrible. Try and still have fun, because she'll still want you to be happy. And tell her I wish her the best, and good luck with the whole ordeal. I love you! ♥