Fic: All in My Head

[alicebluegown16]

Title: All in My Head
Author: alicebluegown16
Rating: NC-17
Summary: Five dreams Will Schuester has had about Finn Hudson.
Pairing/Characters: Will/Finn (unrequited)
AN: Sequel/Companion piece  to previous fics Closer and Hollywood Ending. For the people who wanted to see Will's point of view on things...Enjoy? Songs quoted: Dirty Little Religion, Dream

Comments

[madmenfanatic]

oh the angst! Pssst, Will! Finn likes you-likes you too! It's okay.

Maybe Finn needs to be so worried about him that he stops by Will's apartment, since Will is avoiding him at school...

PS YAY! You wrote a Winnners fic again! Thanks very, very much!

[alicebluegown16]

Yeah, I know that it's been awhile, but my Winn muses are finally back.

And it seems they're a huge fan of torturing Will and I find I'm strangely okay with that.

Glad you enjoyed it.

[purelytaintedkt]

omg I love you and at the same time I'm so sad right now.

[alicebluegown16]

If you're depressed, then my work here is done.

Glad you liked.

[momoda6]

k, firstly, every time I see your picture on gleeslash I get really excited because I think there's Winn to read, but it kept ending up being Puck/Kurt instead. xD So when I saw this I was hesitant in being excited. But, YAY WINN.

But anyway, OMG THE ANGST. A random 3rd party needs to set them up and tell them both to get over it so they can have hot illegal sex and be happy.

Maybe it's just because I'm getting addicted to Arthur/Eames fics, but the bit where Finn tells Will that it's not real because he doesn't remember any of his classes totally reminded me of Inception. >.>

I love how it starts as being sexy stuff and gradually gets more angsty, and then gets sexy again but with projection!Finn trying to create angst. It's a really interesting progression. I really hope Will doesn't go insane though, he's too cute to be crazy. D:

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[alicebluegown16]

Forgive me for crossing to the Puckurt dark side. I tried to resist as I'm usually not a fan of majorly popular ships, but it just kind of happened.

But now I'm back on the Winn train and it is good and angsty. I'm thrilled you liked the way Will's subconscious was totally torturing him and not letting him enjoy the sexy times. Poor woobie, it's like he thinks he's not allowed to be happy and it makes me want to squish him.

True story: I wrote parts of this fic ages and ages ago, it was actually the first thing I ever wrote for the pairing and I put it aside because it all went in a different direction and what I ended up coming out with on the other side was 'Not Perfect.'

And then I saw Inception and I was like, 'Motherfucker, now I can never finish it because it'll look like a total rip off.'

But my muses were insistent, "No, you must finish it. It was all your idea first! Will must be tortured!"

So, yeah. I'm just going to be sitting here patiently waiting for my royalties check from Christopher Nolan.

[momoda6]

'Will must be tortured!' made my mind go to interesting places. >.>

ngl, I was half hoping you would go totally down that route and get Finn to incept the idea of them being together in Will's mind. But then Will angst is kind of epic on it's own, and for some reason I'm kind of loving the guilty sex dreams, so this is probably better than a crossover fic. xD

Anyway, I'm gonna go and comment on the new part now. :B

[tawg]

Mmm, I delighted in Will's guilt through all of this. I think the beating dream in the bathroom really drove home just how messed up Will is getting over his crush on Finn, though I really liked the last dream - all of those little hints turning into outright statements, and Will just trying to deny it all, to hold onto that one good moment. I've had dreams like that, and you captured the resistant quality of them really well.

[alicebluegown16]

God, Will's guilt and angst were like crack for me.

I honestly debated on the beatdown dream as it seemed like I might be taking it all too far and then I just decided, 'Oh, honey. Just go all out.' Although I did draw the line at them dangling Will outside of a twenty story window ala Exley and White. (Of course who knows what would have happened if Will hadn't woken up.)

And the last dream, that idea has been percolating in my head for ages as I too have had dreams like that before and it really is just the worst feeling ever, that creeping sense of something not being right and the desperate attempt to ignore it.

[hopenight]

Awwww....I just wanna smish Will and tell him that it'll be okay.

It was so, so bitterly sweet. I enjoyed it tons!

[alicebluegown16]

I want to smish him too and I'm the one who broke him in the first place!

But it's just so gosh darned fun.

Glad you enjoyed it.