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[wineunholy]

am at work trying not to cry. was trying to read a fic but pretty much the first two sentences made me remember my friend.

i dont wanna write about it, will make me cry.

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[bluespire]

:( Sorry. Take some deep breaths and try to distract yourself. And NAUGHTY for reading fanfic at work! Hang in there.

[wineunholy]

aww thanks! *sigh* my life is stupidly serendipitous. . .i had been kinda in a bad place for a while and totally got disconected from absolutely everything (news/other peoples music/everything) for several months.

The weekend i found out about my friend I rented all the jackass movies to just . . .well really get drunk and not get terribly depressed, I was watching some stunt or other and Li just for some reason decided it was a good time to tell me, "You know Dunn died right?" i guess he didnt want to see me mourn twice or something...

So yeah, the emotions are pretty much very mashed up together in my brain or something. the next day I was sitting there watching the news video thingy online crying for my friend as I watched bammy cry for his...i know that sounds kinda psycho or something. but yah, i think it was just too synchronous in a traumatic moment of my life. . .

thanks for caring enough to comment even if you dont really know me. people should be randomly nice like that to others.

[wineunholy]

oh yeah. and trying to go back to a lighter attitude. It is naughty!...but i do it all the time O.O...!!