I missed it by 4 days,

but happy SIXTH lj anniversary to me!

(FUUUUUCCCCCCCKKKK)

my heart just
fucking
dropped.

all i wanna do now is sleep, but i cant fall asleep.
there are too many exciting things going on. like researching a cross country train trip that i wanna take sometime in the future. and watching movies. i'm going on my third right now.

let's see how late i can stay up.

Things are finally coming into perspective. The wheels are turning and things will be different soon. This promise I will keep

every bottle she finds they don't compare to the ones she left behind

"It's a great time to clean out closets and have the rugs, windows, and upholstery cleaned; to make repairs, paint, and buy furniture; and to even make important renovations. If you need to change roommates, that too will be possible now. "

Just when the stress in my life starts to relive itself, something else comes up.

I hope I can find a cute studio downtown :\

sometimes I wish we lived in a place were money didnt matter.
but that's not the world we're in

"i've made a huge mistake."

This is the most relieved and confused I've been in a while.