Watching the light play off of the sheetrock stucco ceiling through shadowed turning fan blades, I can almost see the wires and electronics powering the fan.

This eiling looks like ever other ceiling in the world.

I can imagine watching dirty men in dirty jeans with mud under their nails and tan skin, papertaping the seams and talking about one ( Read more... )

grand-daddy troy passed away on monday, august 11th. He was 96. I went to his funeral on thursday, and had to take three days off for the trip back to florida....the service was extremely boring, and then naturally in true florida fashion it rained while we were at the burriel site....there were a lot of fiegned smiles and conversations to go ( Read more... )

There are plenty of things that I should be doing right now....
like i dont know, say..working. since I am at the office....but I have nothing to do, and theres nobody here to ask.

eh. oh well
so lets see whats new in the life of nikki.
*my greatgrandfather just passed away yesterday. he was 95 or older. im not quite sure
*I realized that I do not like ( Read more... )

I smoke these cigarettes
and I think of you
I think of the fire between my lips,
you taking care of me,
tucking me in to bed
when I was nauseous,
dazed and confused.
Your face,
the way  I watched you do it just like this.
Growing up,
the smell of smoke on all of your clothes...
the way it makes me think of home.
I smoke all of these cigarettes
and it makes me ( Read more... )