Saturday October 1st,2005:Well I just broke up with the bitch "Malissa",and now I'm back on the market.I hate to say this folks I just absolutly hate being alone.So if there are any takers out there,I'm game,as long as you can treat me better than she did.(i.e.don't cheat,lie,steal)You get the idea.So anyone?Let me know!
Later all,love and miss you

Monday:My girlfriend calls my cell then leaves message,then calls my house phone!The message?She tells me that she feels like I'm avoiding her.She tells me that she'll call me on Tues.and then call me on my house phone again.I call her back and I get.....HER voicemail,and I leave a message ( Read more... )

Sunday I went to the wedding of a couple of friends of mine.Kenn and matt.It was an absolut blast!!!!!!!!!!Even my mom had fun.I got tosee my friend Dorothy and her daughter Clara.Clara was sooooooo cute in her outfit!!!And I even got to dance a little with Dorothy and other women namely.......Angi!I don't know why but I "think" I impressed Dorr a ( Read more... )

Sorry for not being on as often as I would like but I've had problems getting to a comp and such.So for the past few months here's the low down ( Read more... )

To all it may concern ( Read more... )

I had the strangest dream a little while ago.In this dream I was lying next to a faceless woman.Built alot like Sara,in most respects,and acting like she does when shes with her boyfriend.No glasses as far as I could tell but.......yeah.Anywho,we were cuddleing in bed and watching TV or a movie or something of that accord.And I felt ( Read more... )

Sorry to all,I haven't been writing in my journal for a while.But unfortunatly I've been mentally drained to the point I can't seem to think of stuff to write about.And because of this I also seem to feel the"muse"leaving me,and this desturbes me greatly!It seems to be getting harder for me to think of things to do or write about or even charactor ( Read more... )

A friend of mine and I were talking on the phone the other night when we ended up asking all sorts of strange questions to each other.She asked me why I said some of the things I did and the only thing I could say was I don't know!!!!!But I thought and thought and finally came up with the answers ( Read more... )

Too have a journal of any type,whether it be open to the public or privately kept,is a way for one to write or type ones most intamate thoughts,desires,etc ( Read more... )

Where was I last....I think what I'm trying to say is...with out "the reason"I have no reason to do what it takes to move on in life.I mean look at me...almost 30 and still not married and no kids that call me daddy!To some that could be"your waiting for miss right"or"not willing to take second best".Your right..I'm not but what you have to realize ( Read more... )