Long entry...brace yourself...

[wildwoodnjbabi]

wow there is so much i want to say but i really dont know how to get the words out anymore. There are just some things that i think about, that its like...its a very touchey subject, especailly since everything that has happened latley. i dont really know what to make of it. i mean, to have someone hate you with such an intense passion that its

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[la_belle_ange]

Hey Liz. I read the whole entry - don't worry, it's not too long ;) - and I just wanted to tell you I'm really sorry that you're hurting so bad right now. If I could make you feel better I would... I know you really love your ex, but if he isn't giving you a second chance and he's talking trash about you behind your back, then he really doesn't deserve you. It's not fair for him to keep making you feel bad after you've apologized and put yourself through hell the past 5 months... And don't feel guilty about feeling worse than when your mom died. As you said, you saw that coming, whereas this just came out of nowhere. You know I love you, hon, and I'm always here for you ♥