FIC: Unexpected Discoveries 14/?
Chapter 14
Emily glared at JJ wide-eyed, breathing heavily, her lips still swollen from the intense kiss the two of them had just shared.
“What did you just say?” Emily asked, because clearly she couldn’t have heard what she thought she heard.
“I said ‘Make love to me, Emily’. JJ repeated , this time saying it slower and a little louder.
So Emily did indeed hear it right. JJ just asked her to make love and Emily almost had to pinch herself to make sure that she wasn’t dreaming.
But she wasn’t. JJ was standing there, her hands on the brunette’s face, looking at Emily the way Emily had only dreamt of up until now. The blonde’s eyes pleading, almost trying to shout out ‘Take me, Emily, take me now.’
“Are you sure?” Emily asked one last time, but she knew should JJ change her mind, it was going to be extremely hard for Emily to recover.
“Absolutely.” She heard JJ whisper and she felt the blonde’s lips on her. And then JJ’s hand on her back. And then JJ’s hand reaching for the buttons to Emily’s blouse. And then JJ’s hand on her cheek. And then she realized her blouse was already on the floor. She looked at JJ who was obviously as aroused as she was and kissed her hard before sliding JJ’s sweater over her head, leaving the blonde in just a lacy bra. A very sexy lacy bra that Emily couldn’t wait to take off of her girlfriend.
“As much as I love the idea of kitchen sex,” Emily said in between kisses, “the bedroom is not that far away.” She added as she started leading JJ into the bedroom, stumbling upon every possible piece of furniture that blocked their way.
When they finally got to the bedroom and Emily virtually pushed JJ onto the bed, she couldn’t believe that she was finally about to make love to the most beautiful woman in the entire world. A moment she had dreamt about for such a long time. Which is why when she looked into JJ’s eyes , she was terrified to find out that there was some sort of hesitation in the blonde’s eyes. Yes, JJ was aroused and kissing her with such passion that she didn’t know what to do with herself, but JJ was evidently scared and Emily couldn’t go any further before finding out what was going on.
“What’s wrong, honey?” Emily asked concerned as she broke yet another passionate kiss to look JJ straight in the eyes. “Do you want me to stop? ‘Cause we can stop if you don’t wanna do this.”
“No, I do want this, Emily.” JJ replied, but a certain level of anxiety was definitely apparent in her voice. “It’s just that I’ve never, you know…”
“You’re not trying to tell me that you’re a virgin, are you?” Emily asked with a laugh to lighten up the mood a little bit.
“No.” JJ smiled. “But I kind of feel like one.” She admitted. And she really did feel like a virgin. Of course technically she wasn’t one, but since it kind of was her first time, she couldn’t help but feel a little anxious. And there was no point in hiding it, because she knew Emily would be able to figure her out anyway. “You do know what I mean, right?”
“I do.” Emily smiled softly and looked at JJ with such affection that for a moment JJ forgot what it really was that she was so scared about. “I take it this is brand new territory for you?” Emily asked, but JJ didn’t really have to say anything, Emily could see the answer in her eyes. “We don’t have to do anything if you’re not comfortable…”
“Oh no!” JJ exclaimed, “’Cause I don’t think there is enough water in the whole county for a cold shower I would no doubt have to take if we stopped now.” She said as she looked deep into Emily’s eyes to let her know that she wanted the brunette as much as the other woman wanted her. “It’s just… “ She started, but as she felt Emily running her hand gently through her hair, she really did forget what she was scared about in the first place. “I just want you, Emily. I want you so bad that it hurts. And I trust you. So please just take good care of me.” She begged as she lifted her head to reach Emily and kiss her softly on the lips while caressing the brunette’s cheek with her left hand.
“I will.” Emily promised. And she happily did. More than once.
***
“Holy shit!” JJ exclaimed, still trying to catch her breath, as she laid her head back on the pillow after having what seemed to be the most mind blowing sex she had ever had in her life. “Wow!” She said again, because she was unable to form anything more coherent at that point. “That was just… wow!” She almost laughed at her inability to say anything more descriptive. Usually she had no problem expressing her opinions and articulating her thoughts, but what Emily Prentiss had just done to her took away that ability completely. It took away her ability to think and she could have sworn she forgot how to breathe. She was gasping for air trying to recover as she looked lovingly at the woman responsible for her current state.
“I take it you enjoyed your first time with the member of the same sex?” Emily grinned as she propped her head to be able to look at JJ’s face.
“I think I made that somewhat clear earlier.” JJ pointed out and Emily couldn’t help but laugh.
“That you did.” She placed a kiss on the blonde’s lips. “Not that I minded.”
“Emily…” JJ started as she felt Emily’s lips on her neck.
“Yeah?” Emily answered as she lifted her head to be able look JJ in the eyes. “What is it?”
“You do know that for me it wasn’t just about seeing what it’s like with a woman, right?” JJ desperately needed Emily to understand that, “It wasn’t about experimenting or sex with a woman just for the heck of it… It was about sex with you. I’d wanted you for such a long time and yes I was scared a little, but damn I have no idea what I was so scared about.” She smiled as she placed a soft kiss on Emily’s lips. “It was unbelievable.” She finished, but Emily noticed that there was still something bothering her.
“Are you OK?” Emily asked softly as she caressed JJ’s cheek. “You seem… worried about something?”
For a moment JJ considered trying to hide her little secret, but something told her that she could talk to Emily about it.
“I was wondering…” She started, still not sure how exactly to ask the question.
“Wondering what?” Emily questioned, becoming more and more scared that she had done something to upset JJ.
“Was it…” Emily could see JJ taking a deep breath. “Was it good for you too?”
At first it didn’t really register with Emily what JJ was asking her, but when it hit her, she couldn’t believe JJ would worry about that.
‘You mean… the sex?” Emily asked, trying to make sure that she understood correctly.
“Yes the sex!” JJ confirmed. “Was it good for you? Did I… Did I do everything right? Did you…” She didn’t manage to finish as she felt Emily’s lips on hers shutting her up.
“You should really have more faith in your own abilities, Jennifer Jareau.” Emily told her as she broke the kiss for a moment.
“How can I when I never…” Again, JJ felt Emily’s lips on hers when she tried to speak.
“You,” Kiss, “Were,” Kiss, “Absolutely,” Kiss, “Amazing.” Emily took JJ’s hand into hers and let their fingers intertwine, “Definitely the best I ever had.” Emily told her and she wasn’t lying. Sex with Jennifer Jareau was definitely the most mind blowing experience of her life. And it wasn’t just about the orgasms, not that Emily had anything to complain about in that department, but more about the intensity of everything that she was feeling for the blonde. She was more sure than ever that the level of pleasure during sex is directly connected to the person you’re with. And she knew that no one, absolutely no one, could give her more pleasure than JJ. The way the blonde looked at her with those sapphire eyes, the way she touched her, slightly clumsily, yet knowing exactly which buttons to push to drive Emily insane. She had never experienced anything like this in her life and she hoped the experience was equally good for JJ as well.
Emily rested her head on JJ’s chest as she felt the blonde put her right arm around the her. JJ’s left hand was still joined with Emily’s, their fingers still intertwined. And when Emily felt JJ’s hand caress her bare shoulder, she shivered and she came to a conclusion that this is what heaven must feel like.
Emily glared at JJ wide-eyed, breathing heavily, her lips still swollen from the intense kiss the two of them had just shared.
“What did you just say?” Emily asked, because clearly she couldn’t have heard what she thought she heard.
“I said ‘Make love to me, Emily’. JJ repeated , this time saying it slower and a little louder.
So Emily did indeed hear it right. JJ just asked her to make love and Emily almost had to pinch herself to make sure that she wasn’t dreaming.
But she wasn’t. JJ was standing there, her hands on the brunette’s face, looking at Emily the way Emily had only dreamt of up until now. The blonde’s eyes pleading, almost trying to shout out ‘Take me, Emily, take me now.’
“Are you sure?” Emily asked one last time, but she knew should JJ change her mind, it was going to be extremely hard for Emily to recover.
“Absolutely.” She heard JJ whisper and she felt the blonde’s lips on her. And then JJ’s hand on her back. And then JJ’s hand reaching for the buttons to Emily’s blouse. And then JJ’s hand on her cheek. And then she realized her blouse was already on the floor. She looked at JJ who was obviously as aroused as she was and kissed her hard before sliding JJ’s sweater over her head, leaving the blonde in just a lacy bra. A very sexy lacy bra that Emily couldn’t wait to take off of her girlfriend.
“As much as I love the idea of kitchen sex,” Emily said in between kisses, “the bedroom is not that far away.” She added as she started leading JJ into the bedroom, stumbling upon every possible piece of furniture that blocked their way.
When they finally got to the bedroom and Emily virtually pushed JJ onto the bed, she couldn’t believe that she was finally about to make love to the most beautiful woman in the entire world. A moment she had dreamt about for such a long time. Which is why when she looked into JJ’s eyes , she was terrified to find out that there was some sort of hesitation in the blonde’s eyes. Yes, JJ was aroused and kissing her with such passion that she didn’t know what to do with herself, but JJ was evidently scared and Emily couldn’t go any further before finding out what was going on.
“What’s wrong, honey?” Emily asked concerned as she broke yet another passionate kiss to look JJ straight in the eyes. “Do you want me to stop? ‘Cause we can stop if you don’t wanna do this.”
“No, I do want this, Emily.” JJ replied, but a certain level of anxiety was definitely apparent in her voice. “It’s just that I’ve never, you know…”
“You’re not trying to tell me that you’re a virgin, are you?” Emily asked with a laugh to lighten up the mood a little bit.
“No.” JJ smiled. “But I kind of feel like one.” She admitted. And she really did feel like a virgin. Of course technically she wasn’t one, but since it kind of was her first time, she couldn’t help but feel a little anxious. And there was no point in hiding it, because she knew Emily would be able to figure her out anyway. “You do know what I mean, right?”
“I do.” Emily smiled softly and looked at JJ with such affection that for a moment JJ forgot what it really was that she was so scared about. “I take it this is brand new territory for you?” Emily asked, but JJ didn’t really have to say anything, Emily could see the answer in her eyes. “We don’t have to do anything if you’re not comfortable…”
“Oh no!” JJ exclaimed, “’Cause I don’t think there is enough water in the whole county for a cold shower I would no doubt have to take if we stopped now.” She said as she looked deep into Emily’s eyes to let her know that she wanted the brunette as much as the other woman wanted her. “It’s just… “ She started, but as she felt Emily running her hand gently through her hair, she really did forget what she was scared about in the first place. “I just want you, Emily. I want you so bad that it hurts. And I trust you. So please just take good care of me.” She begged as she lifted her head to reach Emily and kiss her softly on the lips while caressing the brunette’s cheek with her left hand.
“I will.” Emily promised. And she happily did. More than once.
***
“Holy shit!” JJ exclaimed, still trying to catch her breath, as she laid her head back on the pillow after having what seemed to be the most mind blowing sex she had ever had in her life. “Wow!” She said again, because she was unable to form anything more coherent at that point. “That was just… wow!” She almost laughed at her inability to say anything more descriptive. Usually she had no problem expressing her opinions and articulating her thoughts, but what Emily Prentiss had just done to her took away that ability completely. It took away her ability to think and she could have sworn she forgot how to breathe. She was gasping for air trying to recover as she looked lovingly at the woman responsible for her current state.
“I take it you enjoyed your first time with the member of the same sex?” Emily grinned as she propped her head to be able to look at JJ’s face.
“I think I made that somewhat clear earlier.” JJ pointed out and Emily couldn’t help but laugh.
“That you did.” She placed a kiss on the blonde’s lips. “Not that I minded.”
“Emily…” JJ started as she felt Emily’s lips on her neck.
“Yeah?” Emily answered as she lifted her head to be able look JJ in the eyes. “What is it?”
“You do know that for me it wasn’t just about seeing what it’s like with a woman, right?” JJ desperately needed Emily to understand that, “It wasn’t about experimenting or sex with a woman just for the heck of it… It was about sex with you. I’d wanted you for such a long time and yes I was scared a little, but damn I have no idea what I was so scared about.” She smiled as she placed a soft kiss on Emily’s lips. “It was unbelievable.” She finished, but Emily noticed that there was still something bothering her.
“Are you OK?” Emily asked softly as she caressed JJ’s cheek. “You seem… worried about something?”
For a moment JJ considered trying to hide her little secret, but something told her that she could talk to Emily about it.
“I was wondering…” She started, still not sure how exactly to ask the question.
“Wondering what?” Emily questioned, becoming more and more scared that she had done something to upset JJ.
“Was it…” Emily could see JJ taking a deep breath. “Was it good for you too?”
At first it didn’t really register with Emily what JJ was asking her, but when it hit her, she couldn’t believe JJ would worry about that.
‘You mean… the sex?” Emily asked, trying to make sure that she understood correctly.
“Yes the sex!” JJ confirmed. “Was it good for you? Did I… Did I do everything right? Did you…” She didn’t manage to finish as she felt Emily’s lips on hers shutting her up.
“You should really have more faith in your own abilities, Jennifer Jareau.” Emily told her as she broke the kiss for a moment.
“How can I when I never…” Again, JJ felt Emily’s lips on hers when she tried to speak.
“You,” Kiss, “Were,” Kiss, “Absolutely,” Kiss, “Amazing.” Emily took JJ’s hand into hers and let their fingers intertwine, “Definitely the best I ever had.” Emily told her and she wasn’t lying. Sex with Jennifer Jareau was definitely the most mind blowing experience of her life. And it wasn’t just about the orgasms, not that Emily had anything to complain about in that department, but more about the intensity of everything that she was feeling for the blonde. She was more sure than ever that the level of pleasure during sex is directly connected to the person you’re with. And she knew that no one, absolutely no one, could give her more pleasure than JJ. The way the blonde looked at her with those sapphire eyes, the way she touched her, slightly clumsily, yet knowing exactly which buttons to push to drive Emily insane. She had never experienced anything like this in her life and she hoped the experience was equally good for JJ as well.
Emily rested her head on JJ’s chest as she felt the blonde put her right arm around the her. JJ’s left hand was still joined with Emily’s, their fingers still intertwined. And when Emily felt JJ’s hand caress her bare shoulder, she shivered and she came to a conclusion that this is what heaven must feel like.