ALSO. It is not failure. It really isn't. It's a shitty set of economic circumstances.
I am still really hoping you get something awesome just round the corner, but if home has more going for it - more support systems, greater personal/emotional security (MOAR DANCE) then it is where you should be.
So fraught - I love it here, the lifestyle opportunities just can't be beaten by what's on offer back home. And I haven't seen and done everything I wanted to yet! NOES! And yet I do so miss the dance scene and the shoe shopping. *sigh*
Going home now would be DEFEAT AND WOE, because it would be forced and not on my terms.
Himself's job is open-ended, although our visas are only until Aug 2012. I let myself get all fantasied-up on this job with the BIG SALARY! Which would mean I could BE HERE ith the awesome lifestyle and yet possibly afford to VISIT HOME and maybe VISIT EGYPT, thus solving dance and shoe crises! Yay!
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How long is Himself's job for? Is it open-ended, or is there a fixed contract?
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I am still really hoping you get something awesome just round the corner, but if home has more going for it - more support systems, greater personal/emotional security (MOAR DANCE) then it is where you should be.
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Going home now would be DEFEAT AND WOE, because it would be forced and not on my terms.
Himself's job is open-ended, although our visas are only until Aug 2012. I let myself get all fantasied-up on this job with the BIG SALARY! Which would mean I could BE HERE ith the awesome lifestyle and yet possibly afford to VISIT HOME and maybe VISIT EGYPT, thus solving dance and shoe crises! Yay!
Sucker. :o(
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