Yeah...I know what you mean. After yesterday, I went back to the apartment and just pictured how it would look with all of my things out of it...it would be so lonely...not to mention life would be so empty without him.
I think what's best at the moment is to see how it plays out. For now, it's just e-mails and phone calls (to my knowledge)...and really, he does have pretty much all of his time accounted for when he's not with me...so maybe it's nothing physical. I've talked to him and it's not that he apparently wants to experiment, it's that he is wanting to hide it from me. I'm 95% sure it's because he's embarassed but what it all comes down to is that I love him & if it's something he needs to do, he should do it. I guess I just want to know ahead of time & not have to find out for myself.
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I think what's best at the moment is to see how it plays out. For now, it's just e-mails and phone calls (to my knowledge)...and really, he does have pretty much all of his time accounted for when he's not with me...so maybe it's nothing physical. I've talked to him and it's not that he apparently wants to experiment, it's that he is wanting to hide it from me. I'm 95% sure it's because he's embarassed but what it all comes down to is that I love him & if it's something he needs to do, he should do it. I guess I just want to know ahead of time & not have to find out for myself.
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