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[freddles]

The entire night after Charles dropped me off at my house, I couldn't sleep. I wanted to get on the phone and call Faith to tell her what had happened, but I couldn't. She was probably still with Angel and even though I was still a little mad at her about that, I kinda wasn't. At least not as much as I had been when I left the Bronze. That

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[puffy_xander]

The rest of that night, I went through everything in my room that even reminded me of Cordelia. I just wanted her out of my life and out of my head and out of anything that would ever remind me of her again, but when I started actually throwing stuff out, I realized I liked most of them so instead, I just put them in a box and put them in my closet. By three oclock in the morning, it was all back out. On my dresser and nightstand. I didn't understand why I wanted to put myself through so much misery, I guess it was just something everyone went through, and I hated it. Besides, I had to get her back, and she would be back so it would be stupid to put them away. I think

[freddles]

If nothing was wrong with Xander then I guess I was in here to clean the dust off these very dusty books. Giving him a look, I frowned again when he turned and walked over to the table. I grabbed a book or two from the floor just to keep with me and followed him. "No, he's not here. And I'm glad 'cause I'd be stuck reading about demons and demons and demons instead of the stuff he doesn't want me to read." Once I was sitting on the table next to him, I nudged him a little

[puffy_xander]

Well, at least Mr. Pryce wasn't here. I could do without a lecture or whatever came out of his mouth. I just sat there, thinking about last night and what I could have done differently. You know, not even show up. Now there was an option, why couldn't I have not thought of that before? Too late. I did show up. I gave her the bracelot and then she dumped me. In front of everyone. Everyone ... that I'm surprised that Fred didn't know

[freddles]

He said he was sorry about what happened last night and I just shrugged. "It's alright. This guy showed up and kept the vampire from.. ya know, killing me." I smiled a little at him. "He took me home after." I flipped a little more in the book and grinned when I saw a couple of the spells. Too bad I can't even perform a good locator spell without setting fire to my parent's rug because some of these would be fun