RYAN.....

im so unbealiably sorry.... i didnt mean to hurt you.... and i knoe you hate me......... and i also knoe that you hate me cuz its all my fault....... i knoe that i have an attendency to lead peolpe on and then i have mixed feelings for them and thats what happend to you and im tarrably sorry...... i ( Read more... )

Here it goes again,
Put on that deserving tone
and don't forget that this was all your fault.
It's breathing down your neck,
you know you've got to let this go.
You're such a reck and now it starts to show.

                 confussed!!!!

alright so i offically am so confussed i like this boy.... and yet i dont.... i mean i have put him though alot and i feel that i owe it to him to be with him... but the feelings arnt the same as hey used to be... then theres this other boy i met and BOY is he SWEETHEART! he says the cutetest things to me... i dont ( Read more... )

im probly in the worst mood i could eevr get in me and my my just had a fight and i dont mean yelling fight i mean FIGHT! but shes my mommand i just let her hit me.... my jaw hurts really bad i just wanna leav home she hates me and now so does my dad.... this makes me cry.... im not having you guys feel sorry for me cuz thats the last ting i want

well.... lets see i havent updated in awile so i guess here the update

        best fucking day ever!!....

alright so today i only wen tot first hr and well i knoe that i skipp alot and all but this day WOW it would have to have been the BEST DAY EVER CREATED! THANX TO ANDREA BRANDI MARI AND ME! I WOULDNT TAKE THIS DAY BACK FOR ENYTHING! I GOT PICS OF IT BUT IM GAY AND I DONT KNOE HOW TO PUT THEM ON HERE SO IF YOU ( Read more... )

I HAD A REALLY GOOD DAY!.... THANKS TO THE LOVELY ANDREA!!! GOD SHES GREAT!

BUT THE FAMOS QUOTE OF THE DAY IS......(THIS IS GREAT HOLD ON....)

"WHY DONT YOU JUST PAINT ME BLACK!" IN THE GREAT WORDS OF ANDREA! HA THA WAS SO GREAT!

P.S CANT WAIT TELL FRIDAY!!!! IM HANING OUT WITH JORDON AND I CANT WAIT! YES! YES! YES!

ifTodaywasbetter: yup cuz I OWN!
Br4nd1K4y17: ok ok...U OWN!
Br4nd1K4y17: u win..
Br4nd1K4y17: i give..
Br4nd1K4y17: im youre slave and you own me..
ifTodaywasbetter: NO FRIKEN WAY!
Br4nd1K4y17: just start whipping the shit out of me
Br4nd1K4y17: im ready
Br4nd1K4y17: go ahead!

                                          Of all the things I've believed in

I just want to get it over with

Tears form behind my eyes

But I do not cry

Counting the days that pass me by

                                                !FUN!

WELL.... last night was fun!..... i hung out wiht andrea and her cuzin and we wnet to the hounted trial thing..... yea waited like and hour and some odd mins. to get in and it was only 15 mins long... but hey i would have to say that it was worth it only cuz her cuzin was hypervantalating ( not ( Read more... )