self destruction. 

everywhere people stare ( Read more... )

 it's just as i feared
i have come undone

 IN MY LIFE I LOVE WHO MORE? !!

ugh life.  i really dont even want to be home, like legitamately, for the first time of my college life.

i dont know what im doing other than making a terrible mess. 

 taken for granted, used, and very very alone.

it's always when you need it  the most that it isnt obvious. its no one's fault but i wish it was different.

someone do something nice for me soon.

Over and over and over again
I say that we're just friends

Forget the implications
Infatuations end
If loves so easy, why is it hard
I can't imagine ever being apart
I'll come back to you
Itd be brand new
But I promise
We're just friends

Over and over and over again
I try to make amends
For everything that I've done wrong
My whole world just ends
Make some ( Read more... )

i was visiting last night and now at 1:52am, i am waiting the return visit.  i'll never understand why this is the way we are.

hey i'm doing alright.

i'm doing just fine.

the art of ending things round three:

new beginnings.