bullshit bullshit bullshit- i'm poor. none of this matters.

[whomoui]

I don't fit in with the theatre majors. I don't feel that I contribute to the department in any artistic or significant manner. I don't know why I ever harbored the disillusion that I did

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[dizivictoria]

Heidi Marie Ervin, if you write a softcore porn, and need females (I'm not sure of you were requesting a partner, or wha...), count me in. All the way in.

I think you are an amazing actress, and a very creative person...I've worked with you before, on a few different levels, and that's what I see. As I've heard, that business is cruel, one of the reasons I've never gotten into it, but I know you can make it, if that's what you desire. Whatever your true dream is, don't let a couple fuckheads get you down. They are just flies on your windshield.

Go'on, brush them haters off...

But seriously, if you ever write something in your spare time, and you think I could help out, lemme know. If I have the time, I will be MORE than happy to be involved! That includes said softcore porn, even though, that MIGHT be a joke. I'm not sure. And your title selection, golden. Fucking golden.

[whomoui]

it isn't a joke and i will write a part for you. i'm so serious. you haven't heard or seen the story board but it is fucking golden. i want to do for soft core porn what tarantino did for martial arts movies, raise it to a high art form. Yaay!

[dizivictoria]

Score!! Yeah, I'm so in it. And I don't even ahve to worry abour ugly guys, cause I don't think you know any!!!

Haha.

Awesome. I'm excited! Ha.

[ichbinjailbait]

Im gonna have to ask you to take that frown and turn it..... uhh no, to pussy... take that frown and tell it to go play a nice game of hide and go fuck itself.

You are so amazing! I love you! You are my Penny Lane, damn it! Where would I be without you? I tell you where... thinking inside the box.

Id rather be dead!

You are you and I love you for it. :-* mwah!!!

[whomoui]

aww jailbait, you don't know what it means to me that you say i am your penny lane. i absolutely love her! also, you make one hellofa william miller! whooo!! but i don't think william would've let penny do to his hair what i did to yours STONED no less, your faith in me is inspiring. OH and i need your address because I am going to send people their christmas gifts this year, because mail is personal, lovely and fun and there is definantly soemthing hot about thinking that the sender had his or her tongue on the envelope.

[jscottinfo]

Softcore porn? Sounds like a blast! Sign me up! In terms of theater, that was never my "gig"... a bit too social for me, but I sympathize with you. As a visual artist I create and create and create and sometimes people are like "that's nice" but for the most part I am largely ignored... In time I hope that it will go somewhere, but until then I play the "small rolls" hoping to get my big break :P "The big break" wont necessarily be a single action, or even what I imagine it to be... but I live and grow as best I can and hope when all is said and done, I can say I lived life to its fullest.... so about that porn ;P

[whomoui]

right right. i was just in a self-defeating mood when i wrote this and felt like an ass putting it down because i'm sure many on this list have been through similar shit...but yeah you can be in the porn if you'd like. i'll send you the storyboard.

[jscottinfo]

Hooray! I get to be in a soft porn :P Dont feel bad, us "creative folk" get like this all the time and it's nice to have people to vent to, even if they are "virtual" people :P

[addictedtoyoga]

Dear Miss Heidi,

I think you are great. That's all there is to it.
You are a fabulous girl, and I should like very much to be in your porn...

[whomoui]

thank you, you are fab too and i am in awe of the number of people who wish to be in my little film.

Re: OH NO!

[whomoui]

lol thank you kindly.