i havent updated in sooo long. im at school right now in 4th because mr. r isnt here so i get to do nothing, again. but thats okay. i cant wait for break long naps and yay presents. wahoo. im like retarded its x-mas next week. woo. merry x-mas jess hope u luv ur socks. wahoo. this keyboard pisses me off. its all sticky. yuckie. im very tierd. ha i ( Read more... )

im watching this movie. i have no clue what it is. its like in the 1800s. wtf?? but its good. still babysitting. i miss my joey.

baby sitting. im never having kids. joe is at work and he doesnt get off untill 7 pm. im hungry. my room is still a mess. yuck i smell poop.

man alll day i did nothing, just sat around. i have to read for freaking school. i have a bunch of shit to do to my room. its a mess. i think drama is sarting with izzy and alfred and them. its not my fault she slept with him. i didnt even say anything. but if him and bobby dont want to talk to me then its on them. beause bobby is just as bad as ( Read more... )

i feel like crap. my dad called me. he got drunk today. but i didnt get that call. i just felt like sleeping today. fucking joey had wanie over. god its like a slap in the face. waine's brother's wife got a fucking attidude with me. and fucking cussed me out. its like joeys saying go ahead. do it again. oh well. and my mom tells me to stop being ( Read more... )

well its like one day im so sad and confused about shawn and then bam evrything in my life is going right. i got kfc and im not so hungry any more. i got tears but i cant cry anymore. maybe he knows how much i miss him. maybe he knows that im still so mad at him. man im feeling sick. under so much damn stress . i love my joey. well i got into NHS ( Read more... )

RIVERSIDE - Two people killed in a head-on collision near Lake Mathews were identified Saturday as a 20-year-old Riverside man and a 67-year-old Whittier woman, authorities reported ( Read more... )

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i guess it hit. and i didnt think it would be this. shawn is dead. i cant stand to think of it. i hate knowing it. i want it to go away and i want to hear his stupid turbo coming around the corner. i want to see his stupid blue car and i want to hit him for always driving that fast. i want him to know he is an asshole for leaving all of us. and i ( Read more... )