General - Melancholy - Been Bleeding Too Long
Medium: General
Fandom: n/a
Subject: Melancholy
Title: Been Bleeding Too Long
Warnings: None
Notes: I've been feeling kinda depressed for the past few weeks. This is just a compilation of songs I usually listen to when I go through these phases. Part 1 is sort of soft; whereas Part 2 has more pop and hard rock songs. And as always, if anything needs to be re-uploaded, lemme know.
Nobody Knows Me At All - The Weepies
Now I got lots of friends, yes, but then again, nobody knows me at all
Kids and a wife, it's a beautiful life, nobody knows me at all
And oh when the lights are low
Oh with someone I don't know
Am I Wrong - Love Spit Love
There's too much
That I keep to myself
And I turn my back on my faith
It's like glass
When we break
I wish no one in my place...
Goodbye, lay the blame on luck
Celluloid Heroes - The Kinks
You can see all the stars as you walk down Hollywood Boulevard,
Some that you recognise, some that you've hardly even heard of,
People who worked and suffered and struggled for fame,
Some who succeeded and some who suffered in vain.
Rudolph Valentino, looks very much alive,
And he looks up ladies' dresses as they sadly pass him by.
Avoid stepping on Bela Lugosi
'Cause he's liable to turn and bite,
But stand close by Bette Davis
Because hers was such a lonely life.
The Sound of Silence - Simon & Garfunkel
In restless dreams I walked alone
Narrow streets of cobblestone,
'Neath the halo of a street lamp,
I turned my collar to the cold and damp
When my eyes were stabbed by the flash of a neon light
That split the night
And touched the sound of silence.
Without Reason - The Fray
I do it on a whim, it's right without reason
Whatever comes to mind I'll pull it from thin air.
I've learned to improvise to fill my time
I don't want to live this life,
No I don't want to live this life without reason.
Blue - Lucinda Williams
Blue is the color of night
When the red sun
Disappears from the sky
Raven feathers shiny and black
A touch of blue glistening down her back
We don't talk about heaven and we don't talk about hell
Fallen - Sarah McLachlan
Heaven bend to take my hand
And lead me through the fire
Be the long awaited answer
To a long and painful fight
Truth be told I tried my best
But somewhere long the way
I got caught up in all there was to offer
But the cost was so much more than I could bear
Damaged - Plumb
Healing comes so painfully
And it chills to the bone
Will anyone get close to me?
I'm damaged, as I'm sure you know
I Don't Need A Hero - Concrete Blonde
And I don't need a hero
I don't need a soldier
I did when I was younger -
but now that I'm older
I don't need a father,
I don't wanna be your mother
it's just that anyone of us is half
without another one is you
The colors of that piece of time
are still so fresh inside my mind
and it makes the movie
of my life seem pale -
and all the games I have to play
I got to give a lot of me away
but the part with us
will never be for sale
Pills - Gary Jules
I've taken all my pills
But I'm still not sleepy
Tried to trick myself into thinking
That I'm not awake
That it's only a dream
The Recluse - Cursive
How'd I end up here to begin with?
I don't know.
Why do I start what I can't finish?
Oh please don't barrage me
with the questions
to all those lovely answers.
My ego's like my stomach,
it keeps shitting what I feed it...
I wake alone
and pretend that I am finally home.
King's Crossing - Elliot Smith
The king's crossing was the main attraction
Dominoes falling in a chain reaction
A scraping subject ruled by fear
Told me whiskey works better than beer
The judge is on vinyl, decisions are final
And nobody gets a reprieve
And every wave is tidal - if you hang around
You're going to get wet
I can't prepare for death any more than I already have
Asleep - The Smiths
Sing me to sleep
Sing me to sleep
And then leave me alone
Don't try to wake me in the morning
'Cause I will be gone
Don't feel bad for me
I want you to know
Deep in the cell of my heart
I will feel so glad to go
Part 1 in .ZIP folder with cover
What You Wish For - Guster
Woke up today
To everything gray
And all that I saw
Just kept going on and on
Sweep all the pieces under the bed
Close all the curtains and cover my head
And what you wish for
Won't come true
You aren't surprised love
Are you?
Super Heroes - Rocky Horror Picture Show
I've done a lot; God knows I've tried
To find the truth. I've even lied.
But all I know is down inside
I'm bleeding...
And super heroes come to feast
To taste the flesh not yet deceased.
And all I know ... is still the beast
Is feeding...
Nobody's Home - Avril Lavigne
Well I couldn't tell you why she felt that way,
She felt it everyday.
And I couldn't help her,
I just watched her make the same mistakes again.
What's wrong, whats wrong now?
Too many, too many problems.
Don't know where she belongs, where she belongs.
She wants to go home, but nobody's home.
That's where she lies, broken inside.
With no place to go, no place to go, to dry her eyes.
Broken inside.
Papercut - Linkin Park
It's like a face that I hold inside
A face that awakes when I close my eyes
A face that watches everytime I lie
A face that laughs every time I fall
And watches everything)
So I know that when it's time to sink or swim
The face inside is here in me
right underneath my skin
It's like I'm paranoid lookin' over my back
It's like a whirlwind inside of my head
It's like I can't stop what I'm hearing within
It's like the face inside is right beneath my skin
Numb - Portishead
I'm ever so lost,
I can't find my way,
Been searching, but I have never seen,
A turning, a turning from deceit.
‘Cause the child roses like,
Try to reveal what I could feel,
I can't understand myself anymore,
‘Cause I'm still feeling lonely,
Feeling so unholy.
Alone I Break - KoRn
Pick me up
Been bleeding too long
Right here, right now
I'll stop it somehow
I will make it go away
Can't be here no more
Seems this is the only way
I will soon be gone
These feelings will be gone
These feelings will be gone
You Know You're Right - Nirvana
I will move away from here
You won't be afraid of fear
No thought was put into this
I always knew it'd come to this
Things have never been so swell
I have never failed to fail
Prayer - Disturbed
Another dream that will never come true
Just to compliment your sorrow
Another life that I've taken from you
A gift to add on to your pain and suffering
Another truth you can never believe
Has crippled you completely
All the cries you're beginning to hear
Trapped in your mind, and the sound is deafening
Charity - Skunk Anansie
Why does your world keep burying
Gorging much deeper, than it's ever been
Rubbing still harder, salt on my hurt
Licking my burns while I grovel in your dirt
But I don't want your charity
Twisting me round
I don't want your charity
Keeping me down...
Outside - Staind
But I'm on the outside
And I'm looking in
I can see through you
See your true colors
'Cause inside you're ugly
You're ugly like me
I can see through you
See to the real you
Adam's Song - Blink 182
I never conquered, rarely came
16 just held such better days
Days when I still felt alive
We couldn't wait to get outside
The world was wide, too late to try
The tour was over we'd survived
I couldn't wait till I got home
To pass the time in my room alone
Stop Swimming - Porcupine Tree
Maybe it's time to stop swimming
Maybe it's time to find out where I'm at
What I should do and where I should be
But no one will give me a map
Thoughts of a Dying Athiest - Muse
I know you're in this room
I'm sure I heard you sigh
floating in-between
where our worlds collide
It scares the hell out of me
and the end is all I can see
and it scares the hell out of me
and the end is all I can see
Part 2 in .ZIP folder with cover
Fandom: n/a
Subject: Melancholy
Title: Been Bleeding Too Long
Warnings: None
Notes: I've been feeling kinda depressed for the past few weeks. This is just a compilation of songs I usually listen to when I go through these phases. Part 1 is sort of soft; whereas Part 2 has more pop and hard rock songs. And as always, if anything needs to be re-uploaded, lemme know.
Nobody Knows Me At All - The Weepies
Now I got lots of friends, yes, but then again, nobody knows me at all
Kids and a wife, it's a beautiful life, nobody knows me at all
And oh when the lights are low
Oh with someone I don't know
Am I Wrong - Love Spit Love
There's too much
That I keep to myself
And I turn my back on my faith
It's like glass
When we break
I wish no one in my place...
Goodbye, lay the blame on luck
Celluloid Heroes - The Kinks
You can see all the stars as you walk down Hollywood Boulevard,
Some that you recognise, some that you've hardly even heard of,
People who worked and suffered and struggled for fame,
Some who succeeded and some who suffered in vain.
Rudolph Valentino, looks very much alive,
And he looks up ladies' dresses as they sadly pass him by.
Avoid stepping on Bela Lugosi
'Cause he's liable to turn and bite,
But stand close by Bette Davis
Because hers was such a lonely life.
The Sound of Silence - Simon & Garfunkel
In restless dreams I walked alone
Narrow streets of cobblestone,
'Neath the halo of a street lamp,
I turned my collar to the cold and damp
When my eyes were stabbed by the flash of a neon light
That split the night
And touched the sound of silence.
Without Reason - The Fray
I do it on a whim, it's right without reason
Whatever comes to mind I'll pull it from thin air.
I've learned to improvise to fill my time
I don't want to live this life,
No I don't want to live this life without reason.
Blue - Lucinda Williams
Blue is the color of night
When the red sun
Disappears from the sky
Raven feathers shiny and black
A touch of blue glistening down her back
We don't talk about heaven and we don't talk about hell
Fallen - Sarah McLachlan
Heaven bend to take my hand
And lead me through the fire
Be the long awaited answer
To a long and painful fight
Truth be told I tried my best
But somewhere long the way
I got caught up in all there was to offer
But the cost was so much more than I could bear
Damaged - Plumb
Healing comes so painfully
And it chills to the bone
Will anyone get close to me?
I'm damaged, as I'm sure you know
I Don't Need A Hero - Concrete Blonde
And I don't need a hero
I don't need a soldier
I did when I was younger -
but now that I'm older
I don't need a father,
I don't wanna be your mother
it's just that anyone of us is half
without another one is you
The colors of that piece of time
are still so fresh inside my mind
and it makes the movie
of my life seem pale -
and all the games I have to play
I got to give a lot of me away
but the part with us
will never be for sale
Pills - Gary Jules
I've taken all my pills
But I'm still not sleepy
Tried to trick myself into thinking
That I'm not awake
That it's only a dream
The Recluse - Cursive
How'd I end up here to begin with?
I don't know.
Why do I start what I can't finish?
Oh please don't barrage me
with the questions
to all those lovely answers.
My ego's like my stomach,
it keeps shitting what I feed it...
I wake alone
and pretend that I am finally home.
King's Crossing - Elliot Smith
The king's crossing was the main attraction
Dominoes falling in a chain reaction
A scraping subject ruled by fear
Told me whiskey works better than beer
The judge is on vinyl, decisions are final
And nobody gets a reprieve
And every wave is tidal - if you hang around
You're going to get wet
I can't prepare for death any more than I already have
Asleep - The Smiths
Sing me to sleep
Sing me to sleep
And then leave me alone
Don't try to wake me in the morning
'Cause I will be gone
Don't feel bad for me
I want you to know
Deep in the cell of my heart
I will feel so glad to go
Part 1 in .ZIP folder with cover
What You Wish For - Guster
Woke up today
To everything gray
And all that I saw
Just kept going on and on
Sweep all the pieces under the bed
Close all the curtains and cover my head
And what you wish for
Won't come true
You aren't surprised love
Are you?
Super Heroes - Rocky Horror Picture Show
I've done a lot; God knows I've tried
To find the truth. I've even lied.
But all I know is down inside
I'm bleeding...
And super heroes come to feast
To taste the flesh not yet deceased.
And all I know ... is still the beast
Is feeding...
Nobody's Home - Avril Lavigne
Well I couldn't tell you why she felt that way,
She felt it everyday.
And I couldn't help her,
I just watched her make the same mistakes again.
What's wrong, whats wrong now?
Too many, too many problems.
Don't know where she belongs, where she belongs.
She wants to go home, but nobody's home.
That's where she lies, broken inside.
With no place to go, no place to go, to dry her eyes.
Broken inside.
Papercut - Linkin Park
It's like a face that I hold inside
A face that awakes when I close my eyes
A face that watches everytime I lie
A face that laughs every time I fall
And watches everything)
So I know that when it's time to sink or swim
The face inside is here in me
right underneath my skin
It's like I'm paranoid lookin' over my back
It's like a whirlwind inside of my head
It's like I can't stop what I'm hearing within
It's like the face inside is right beneath my skin
Numb - Portishead
I'm ever so lost,
I can't find my way,
Been searching, but I have never seen,
A turning, a turning from deceit.
‘Cause the child roses like,
Try to reveal what I could feel,
I can't understand myself anymore,
‘Cause I'm still feeling lonely,
Feeling so unholy.
Alone I Break - KoRn
Pick me up
Been bleeding too long
Right here, right now
I'll stop it somehow
I will make it go away
Can't be here no more
Seems this is the only way
I will soon be gone
These feelings will be gone
These feelings will be gone
You Know You're Right - Nirvana
I will move away from here
You won't be afraid of fear
No thought was put into this
I always knew it'd come to this
Things have never been so swell
I have never failed to fail
Prayer - Disturbed
Another dream that will never come true
Just to compliment your sorrow
Another life that I've taken from you
A gift to add on to your pain and suffering
Another truth you can never believe
Has crippled you completely
All the cries you're beginning to hear
Trapped in your mind, and the sound is deafening
Charity - Skunk Anansie
Why does your world keep burying
Gorging much deeper, than it's ever been
Rubbing still harder, salt on my hurt
Licking my burns while I grovel in your dirt
But I don't want your charity
Twisting me round
I don't want your charity
Keeping me down...
Outside - Staind
But I'm on the outside
And I'm looking in
I can see through you
See your true colors
'Cause inside you're ugly
You're ugly like me
I can see through you
See to the real you
Adam's Song - Blink 182
I never conquered, rarely came
16 just held such better days
Days when I still felt alive
We couldn't wait to get outside
The world was wide, too late to try
The tour was over we'd survived
I couldn't wait till I got home
To pass the time in my room alone
Stop Swimming - Porcupine Tree
Maybe it's time to stop swimming
Maybe it's time to find out where I'm at
What I should do and where I should be
But no one will give me a map
Thoughts of a Dying Athiest - Muse
I know you're in this room
I'm sure I heard you sigh
floating in-between
where our worlds collide
It scares the hell out of me
and the end is all I can see
and it scares the hell out of me
and the end is all I can see
Part 2 in .ZIP folder with cover