here i go again on my own

[whitegirl]

I thought for a while yesterday that I might be schizophrenic. After reading about it I felt beyond sick but mental illness free. I was once told as a child that talking to yourself is a sign of a creative person. My soliloquies never stop. Tonight I sat on my bathroom counter with my feet in the sink. Concerned about art and wrinkles. I'm a

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[sydraa]

it's a hard road to travel. good luck.

[whitegirl]

i think it may stem from reading the diary of a crazy woman for the past few days. quite and alone.

[antikarley]

I feel as though I was smarter as a child than I am now.

i feel like this so often.

allyson and i were talking about having a writing circle or something. that would be creative and fun.

[whitegirl]

it's about the wonderment of not knowing that there is anything wrong with you. you're too innocent to to feel guilty about who you are or how eccentric you've become.

i'd like a circle. someone to talk to.

[antikarley]

we should do something soon.
make tea and knit.
or something.

[whitegirl]

i resently cut off all of my limbs. but as aoon as they grow back, i'd love to.