Inexplicable is a good word.

I love song lyrics so much. Most people just don't understand them and just take them for granted. They're like poetry set to music. I really love Armor For Sleep lyrics and Hidden In Plain View lyrics, too. I could look at them all day long and never get bored.

The whole being happy thing doesn't last too long for me. I told my mom I wanted a therapist last night and she didn't believe me for a while. It made me realize how much of this stuff I'm really holding in. I need someone to talk to without being judged and that's why I want to do this. Sometimes I have days where I feel I don't exist; I'm ( Read more... )

I'm going to try and be happier now. I have my first class today. I'm excited. I should go get ready or something.

I <3 you! BE HAPPY!

 Man I wish my soda danced like these do.
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I'm in pain from sledding yesterday. I just found a cut on my finger. I am bored and have nothing to do without school. I dread finishing my picture of my shoe. I wish it was next Friday. I want to dance with somebody. I want to dream. I want to think about being in love and doing a salsa dance.

If you're quiet, now, around me
You will hear a gentle scream from me
I think I'm diseased

I've decided gray plaid is cool.

CDs I want:
My Chemical Romance-Three Cheers For Sweet Revenge
The Kinks-The Kinks
Dead Poetic-New Medicines
Army Of Me-Army of Me
Daphne Loves Derby-On The Strength Of All Convinced--->July Twelfth (is that even the right word?

EDIT: This has been cut down a lot cause I'm cd happy and whenever I get money I go and buy them haha

Who do you go to when you have a secret you want to tell someone but don't want to be judged when you tell them? Like, you know you need help but don't know who to get help from because you don't know who to trust and who won't tell anyone else?

I've decided that I like this:

And sometimes I think that I'm not any good at all
And sometimes I wonder why, why I'm even here at all
But then you assure me

I'm a little more than useless
And when I think that I can't do this
You promise me that I'll get through this
And do something right
Do something right for once

I'm a little more than useless
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