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sometimes i wonder what people really see me as and how come i dont see it. I was talking to Brittany about that the other day...like looking in the mirror and just feeling ugly. But I dont understand how I can be called hot or pretty...and I really never feel that way. A guy came throuhg drive thru...he was like in his 30s and hes like..has ( Read more... )

Today has been a really sucky day! I cant find my english review and that really sucks. I can't breathe because my nose is soooo stuffed up. I sound funny...but suprisingly I feel pretty today. When I cough it's all like...congested and gross. I have a horrible headache. It's raining out. I haven't hung out with sam...or rachel and james at ( Read more... )

Ok, contrary to Liz's journal about how happy I am.....well it's a lie...it's a complete lie....OK NO IT'S NOT!!!!!! I'M SO HAPPY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I've just been in such a good mood. Yesterday when people asked me for things at the last minute I was like "SURE!" or when people were taking to long to order I'd tell them to take their time! ( Read more... )

man oh man oh man!!!! SO lets see. My dad has been home with a hurt back and he's all on silly drugs...but it makes him extra happy. So he's like "I dont care what happens...everyone relax" glad he was like that because yesterday I lost my key at the beach and we had to leave it over there for the night and it was crazy...but my dad was ok with ( Read more... )

deep thought of the day. We go to school as like a day care so our parents can work in corporate american and just in a circle we're all taught and we're in school so we can become smart and do things in life to just keep perpetuating the circle and just to keep buying things and marketing and...omg that's crazy...and if we were all just to live ( Read more... )

YAY!!!!

oooh my goodness do I love that butterfly feeling!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

the dance off sucked...details later.

So yesterday was one of the most boring days of ym life....I sat around all day watching tv. It wasn't productive at all and I can't wait to get a car so i can go do fun things like go to the library. At like 6 I hung out with Sam. We went to the oldsmar beach. It was sooo amazing out. When I move that's going to be something that I miss ( Read more... )