updates n shit...long and uncut: where I wax poetic about emotional stuntedness

[wheatheart]

a few weeks ago I had a household emergency.  I have slab concrete foundation.  No crawl space, just concrete then dirt under the house.  Of course, some of the plumbing is under the poured concrete, being an old house.  And the hot water part that goes from the tank to whatever needs hot water is under the slab.  And it busted.  I'm guessing the

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[wheatheart]

I dont intend to start contact with him again. I decided because the thought that he MIGHT have changed and actually done this, and even if he didnt, the association with someone convicted of this both scares me and would have been bad for me (in that I was still trying to be a teacher at the time and didnt need that drama). What I forgot to mention in my purge is that according to arrest records, he failed to register after release and something about communication with a minor for "immoral purposes". I decided that whatever did or didnt happen, I didnt need to be around the backlash. But the point is that I have to remind myself of this.

and I dont know if it's ok to overlook what would normally be dealbreakers with the other one just because my insides go thumpety. It feels hypocritical if I do.