21st Memory [Future-dated to Saturday Morning][Voice/Possible Action]

Sep 23, 2011 13:59

[It was the usual day-forgetting something, needing an ear on the matter, and then calling someone. It was when she would typically call someone like Raine, or Ginko. And when she called the Mushi-shi, it fell through.

...

It fell through?

No, that's not right. That wouldn't happen. She must've just... done something wrong.

But then it continues to not ( Read more... )

◘Goemon, ◘Giles, ◘Xion, ◘Albert, ◘Raine, ◘Miyabi, ◘Vash, ◘San, goodbyes are the hardest thing to face, ◘Emil, ◘Nami, ◘Robert, ◘Katara

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[voice] poppetry September 23 2011, 21:41:51 UTC
[ She only sees this message after speaking to Nami.

Ah. Just like that, both of her dads have gone home and left her. Probably forever.

It's his voice that rings in her ears, from a long ago conversation.

You are alive. And loved.

Such a level of devastation is beyond that which can summon up tears. She has nothing left to give. Nothing, not at all. Instead of crying she speaks, and she'd surprise herself if she was capable of feeling any emotion at all. ]

Who are you?

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Re: [voice] whats_a_sneeze September 23 2011, 21:43:57 UTC
... I'm Sayo.

[It takes a few minutes. Some silence on her end. But she feels like... it's her job, to do this, even if it's slowly sapping her of willpower.]

I am-I'm from Ginko's world.

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[voice] poppetry September 23 2011, 21:53:25 UTC
So you knew him. Pretty well, right?

[ There is an eerily blank quality to her voice, like what she's saying doesn't matter to her. ]

Did you know he made me cry? Twice. But he gave really good hugs.

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Re: [voice] whats_a_sneeze September 23 2011, 21:56:53 UTC
...

What's your name?

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[Voice] chiisaichou September 23 2011, 22:41:33 UTC
[This comes before the news from Nami. Perhaps that is why Miyabi treats it with a delicate kind of calm. Somehow Ginko's departure doesn't fill her with suffering. There is grief, yes - she did respect the man very much - but not suffering. He doesn't belong here, in this cage. Ginko always seems so...so open, and spacious to her. Something spiritual, that should not be caged like this.

That's why Miyabi feels almost relieved by the news. She wishes, though, that they could have spoken of eachother's worlds, and stories. Their differing Nippons...she wished Ginko could have learned about her gods, and about Amaterasu. So many untold stories...]

...Thank you for telling us. [She looks out at the sakura tree looming overhead. Even in black and white...the tree looked blacker today. The forest must be sad, too.] I think he'll be missed by more than just people.

[Missed, but not forgotten.]

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Re: [Voice] whats_a_sneeze September 25 2011, 11:26:03 UTC
He will be. [And it's strange to think she understands what Miyabi means so well.] He won't be forgotten, either.

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[Voice] chiisaichou September 26 2011, 14:24:07 UTC
Never forgotten. [Never ever. Miyabi actually smiles this time, a sort of sad smile, but it's genuine. She won't forget a person like Ginko. The same, yet different, he had a strange air about him that Miyabi liked and respected.] ...I'll light some incense for Master Ginko today...in the forest. I think Faeren will appreciate it as much as Master Ginko will.

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Re: [Voice] whats_a_sneeze September 27 2011, 06:39:26 UTC
I will appreciate it as well. Thank you, ah...?

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consultmybooks September 23 2011, 23:06:59 UTC
Sayo...?

[He didn't known Ginko well. But he knows the voice. Knows the hurt. He can try to provide for the ones left behind, at least.]

...do you, um, d-do you need anything?

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whats_a_sneeze September 25 2011, 11:23:28 UTC
I'm fine. [It's in a low, sad voice. Probably expected.] I'll be okay; don't trouble yourself, Giles-san.

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consultmybooks September 28 2011, 02:29:07 UTC
It wouldn't be trouble, Sayo.

...this, um, this isn't something anyone should be alone for.

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whats_a_sneeze September 28 2011, 08:56:58 UTC
[But... being alone in moments of weakness is what she's best at.

She grips the journal, biting her lip.]

... Give me some time. I need time to think.

[And then I'll try to continue everything normally again.]

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[Voice] ratatosk_knight September 24 2011, 00:34:52 UTC
I... th-thank you for telling us.

[He pauses. Even though he doesn't know this woman, that sob makes his chest constrict with sympathetic sorrow.]

... will you be all right?

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Re: [Voice] whats_a_sneeze September 25 2011, 11:22:16 UTC
... I'm not sure. [Because in the hours after knowing, how can you ever know for sure?] I don't know.

...

But I'll try to be.

[for him

and for those still here.]

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[Voice] ratatosk_knight September 26 2011, 01:12:15 UTC
I know you don't really know me, but if you'd like me to come over or something...

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Re: [Voice] whats_a_sneeze September 27 2011, 06:45:22 UTC
Don't trouble yourself... [She would try for a smile, but it's difficult.] I'll be alright... Over time, I'll be okay.

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[not here] (hi I edit for inconsequential reasons) imatreenow September 24 2011, 02:09:30 UTC
[He listens. First, there's bitterness -- do you really think you know what it means to lose someone? But there's another layer quietly swelling up underneath:

Empathy.

For a moment, somewhere, a connection clicks into place and he lingers on the message. Then the moment passes -- a frown, some forced anger (because he's supposed to be angry?), and hastily, he turns the page before it can sink in too deeply.]

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