Fuck the world.

I am so damn sick and tired of people who pretend to like me and are always really nice to me then once I go away, they're like, "Fuck Melissa! I fucken hate her!" Well, if you freakin hate me or don't like me, TELL ME!!! Don't let me think you like me when you really don't. I seriously don't give a fuck if someone doesn't like me. If someone doesn ( Read more... )

I went to see Brandon last night. On the way there I got pulled over for doing 18 over... I was going 68 in a 50. Yeah--he asked me where I was going so I said, "Independence--My friend is in the Marines and he's back for a month. I thought I might like to see him before he has to leave again ( Read more... )

I'm actually talking to someone I never thought I would ever talk to again. I saw him at Phillip's wedding so I texted him and asked how he was. Now I guess we're going to get lunch someday in the near future. He called and left a message while I was at work today. He sounded like he really wanted to see me ( Read more... )

I'm going to go shoot myself in the head. I'll see you all in the next life.

ROFL!!! This is hilarious!!! The song just makes it so hilarious!!!
http://www.albinoblacksheep.com/flash/kittycat.php

Yeah, so I've only been up for hours looking through albino black sheep... ugh... bed... it's calling.

I'm feeling rather sad at the moment. I don't think I should be, either. I went to Graham's and everythign was fine. Then I went to my sister's for a little while. On my way home I just started thinking about Tony and how I wished we'd never broken up. He was the best boyfriend I could ever imagine having. Then I thought about Kiky. I thought about ( Read more... )

Over the past couple of months I've really grown to like Patrick. As of late, I've actually been hanging out with him outside of D&D. He's a really cool guy. He bought me lunch the other day. I bought him a couple burgers today. He told me today that he's never done anything with me because Jeff is my brother and he doesn't want to make the ( Read more... )

Soooo tired. I went to Graham's Saturday night so I didn't get home until late and I wasn't tired for a while. Uhm well I ended up getting to sleep about 5:30 and then I had to get up at 10:50 so I got about 5 hours of sleep. Yesterday I had to work 10.5 hours. 3 at North Rock and 7.5 at West St. Erm well--You see, after work, I talked to Brandon ( Read more... )

I had a really weird dream last night. I had a cell phone, were I could see the person I was talking to, like a video camera, only it didn't save anything, I could just see them. Anyway, so Phillip called me and he told me that him and Amanda were going to have a baby. Ok, well that's not all that weird. The next part--Kiky called me and Ivy was in ( Read more... )