She's quite the character. She hasn't quite figured out how her body works.
A little very off is causing problems. I miss my friends, but I have not the energy or heart to do anything but disappear right now. Maybe that's just called adjusting.
I love when you take and post pictures. Kiku is adorable!!! What made you think of that name? The night sky is gorgeous,at first I thought it was a storm until I looked closer and realized it was only broken clouds.
Oh, the name. It remains tentative in my mind, but that is what her call is for now. Actually I mostly just call her "Bad Kitty!" Kiku is a street name BJ and I passed by one day that amused us. When he says it outloud he whispers it really adorably, Keeh Koo and thus. We initially wanted to get a cat and name it Blobby, extracted from a book he read to me from the shelf of a Seattle coffee shop when he came to visit me over Thanksgiving last year just as I was getting ready to dump him. There was a character by the name of Blobby, which we thought was fucked up and awesome. But she's too pretty to be a Blobby, isn't she? And anyway, him reading that book to me kind of won me back over. So there's that.
Pictures are easier these days. That way I don't have to talk. (: It's like...I have so much to say so I say nothing. I post pictures of cats. <3
I did pine away for…something. I had fallen for him and departed so abruptly so I gave that yearning his name. When he came up for ten days to see me, I sensed something vital missing between us. He was so happy so I converted myself to that ideal of happiness too. But I knew that if I wanted to stay on my course of action [making a life for myself in Seattle, refusal to accept becoming another Utah housewife/mom] I needed to cut loose and just be single in Seattle. Which, looking back on it, I don't exactly know how that would have changed much as I conducted my life and interactions up there as if I were a single woman when he wasn’t around anyway. What loneliness will drive someone to do…so anyway, I moved back here because of that and we have fun and there’s still something missing that will always be missing but I love him and that’s the best I can do right now.
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B. I love the night sky pictures.
III. Just feeling a little very off I know this feeling well lately too, lady.
*hugs*
<3 pea.
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A little very off is causing problems.
I miss my friends, but I have not the energy or heart to do anything but disappear right now. Maybe that's just called adjusting.
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Kiku is a street name BJ and I passed by one day that amused us. When he says it outloud he whispers it really adorably, Keeh Koo and thus. We initially wanted to get a cat and name it Blobby, extracted from a book he read to me from the shelf of a Seattle coffee shop when he came to visit me over Thanksgiving last year just as I was getting ready to dump him. There was a character by the name of Blobby, which we thought was fucked up and awesome. But she's too pretty to be a Blobby, isn't she? And anyway, him reading that book to me kind of won me back over. So there's that.
Pictures are easier these days. That way I don't have to talk. (:
It's like...I have so much to say so I say nothing. I post pictures of cats.
<3
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but...
going to go home instead.
because the truth is
i miss my cat.
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